幸福不灭 (罗志祥)

bid goodbye my love

I WANT SHOW'S NEW ALBUM! HAHAHA

woke up pretty late yesterday and today (: probably it's the pill causes drowsiness, felt so tired even though i had slept for long hours.
saw My Les, Miss Ter Sin Le's message. she can't come to singapore today! see you on the 0201'09
about 11+ hours i have to bid goodbye to 2008 and welcome 2009. let's put the past behind and start anew. :D
phone with angelia last night for about 4hours long. she is really crazy over AARON YAN! watched 100% entertainment in the midnight with her. Here angelia goes again, AARON YAN!
can't wait to meet angelia later! and our plan during the midnight today.

what can i do for 2009? how will i be in 2009?

i thought i have come to make my decision, actually i haven.
still thinking of it,
but what comes around goes around.
there's nothing much to think,
things will go back to square one eventually.
so what's the difference?
i shall make the choice then

continue

yes angelia! i think we should continue when we meet up. it's so funny can?! laughing my ass out :D
i agreed! i saw i really feel like laughing. i keep look at it! Lol.
i think if the aliens know about it, they will be effing angry. hahaha
continue this topic on wednesday okay. anyway, i miss you!

very hard to type. Enen kept disturb me.

SHOW is handsome!

i'm not at home almost everyday :D
will be staying at home for the whole day today. grandma and enen is currently at my house, so i got to look after them (: wanna go out yet lazy to travel.
didn't celebrate christmas but i had a great christmas day. Lol. on phone with angelia last night, we're trying to be lame and talked things to entertain ourselves.
i wonder if we really act like one idiot, we don't even dare to step out of the house.

2009 is approaching soon. school is reopening, i have to return to the same old routine.
waking up early in the morning, studying .. .. same class with angelia next year. i must not talk to her in class, we must study.
seriously, i think i need a new school bag. read through the sec5 chemistry textbook these few days. it's about the same just that there is extra information.
okay. i shall cut the crap now. Enen is disturbing me and i getting angry.

reflection

it's christmas eve. (:

back to school for choir practice yesterday. bought books before i went.
i was very late due to some reason. there's no sight of cab when i wanted to hire. so took a bus instead
juniors finished learning set piece already while i just started. Ms yee go through from the back of the song somemore. i got to learn by myself.
audition is in the second week after school reopening. still got to memorise the song. Now, i still have yet to learn Mr Chen's farewell song and the orientation song. must start browsing through the textbook too.

there's no difference

just came back home from causeway point. Angelia, now i find the red dress really nice eh. Lol

had insomnia last night, or rather midnight as well! ):
school is reopening in 11days time. i must say that i am sure i cannot adapt with it, no longer have excitement. a brand new year! things definitely will change. i must start studying not playing around.
choir practice tomorrow, learning set piece. juniors finished almost 2/3 of the song already, while i'm still at the beginning.

Angelia, i am looking forward on new year eve ;D
three more days to christmas. ): S-T-U-P-I-D

when will it come to an end?

shi mian

i can't sleep in the midnight. hugging onto phone. haha :D
had been talking with dew and andy about ite stuff.
finished watching Miss No Good. don't know can do what already ):

a person can't always live in the past
i'm saying goodbye soon

my dear, where are you now?

I'M NOT HAPPY! ):

Out with Angelia and Sinle. Let the pictures do the talking.


Monster of the day!

Yesterday went to bugis with mummy and sister for pray. then walked to suntec city to get my phone changed! (:

Saturday, out with angelia to chinatown. Still considering whether to buy it anot :D
then trained to clark quey, shop-ed at the central. both of us craved for many food. Like KFC, curry fish head etc. afterwhich train-ed back to woodlands. Angelia updated me something happened during last night of chalet, when people are sleeping. i don't know it can be so funny. thinking of the voice recording you have recorded made me wanna burst out laughing.
met up with jumalia and fazlina at al-ameen. had dinner there (:
Bitch with them as well, laughters and craps. walked back home with jumalia, crap again luh. the streets are so quiet, can only heard our voices. wahaha. we can imagine things till so far.

Meeting girlfriends later on :D

I'm down with flu and cough. ):

had steamboat at angelia's house the day before to celebrate Andy's birthday. Bought a lot of Pig stuff, ended up there's many leftover.
yesterday evening, meet up with Junru and Angelia to pass me the money. okay! I'm sort of doing charity. i don't mind paying more, i just wanna know where have the money gone to?
Junru went home. Angelia accompanied me, walked around causeway to search for present. walked to 892 coffeeshop to look up for Junhui. didn't really have dinner. bought a bun and packet of vitasoy.
Great, i got to see my brother. Lol. ( Korkor says want bring me to zoo?!. )

releasing of result is only next thursday. i'm still not prepare, cause i know i will never do well. ):

with love

i'm happy with my current life :D

Yesterday out with shirley.
lunch-ed @ pastamania. took bus to tampines to collect her stock. then train-ed to orchard.
done with my shopping (: bought a heels from mondo and a top.

there are how many 'why'(s) ?

Happy Birthday Jiu Mu ( enen's mother )

celebrated sister's, brother's, aunt's and jiu mu's birthday last sunday @ orient ocean restaurant.
The food really suck and their services totally suck!! i swear i'll never go back again :D

gonna meet up with shirley later (: because i couldn't make it on the 7dec, which is partly our sistership anniversary. shopping shopping shopping!

i miss everyone! i miss my girls

Day 1 -

sinle came over my house nearly afternoon. then we cab-ed down to angelia house.
had lunch at 515 and we saw an actor. lol. packed food for JunRu. waited for angelia to prepare then cab-ed to downtown. all the guys reached already, so asked them to tell us take the food.
heavy rain in the evening, and we were stucked in E!hub. waited for the rain to stop then we started BBQ. the lousy charcoal caused us unable to start. some of the guys went around to borrow charcoal.
countdown for don's birthday (: when the clock strike 12am! we threw flour and water on don. Angelia and Andy started playing butter. Lol. it can be so disgusting.
Jumalia and Nadiah came. the rest take turn to have shower. afterwhich, cut cake, then watched saw4. so grossed, i watched halfway fall asleep.

Day 2 -

not feeling well. felt nauseous after every meals
had breakfast at mcdonald. then went for bowling session until about 3pm. so fun luh!
went for lunch. the way they serve is very funny. they never use tray, serve all the drink two by two. -.-
back to room to slack. dinner at foodcourt then to kbox until 2am. something happened! not about the 11 of us.
after everything has settled, songwei andy and yiheng wanted to have breakfast. Ended up, they bought charcoal from cheers.

Day 3 -

everyone woke up very late. dragged until 2plus then moved on to Hei Sushi for lunch. Everyone seems so moodless, tired. all of us never eat much. bought 11 tickets for Quarantine. to X-Zone, played Big Sweet Land. Angelia, Huihan and myself won a owl. mine is brown while the two of them are white in colour. The owl is my precious! so cute.
after movie, some went back room first, some went to buy something.
BBQ session, had cup noodles also. all of us chatted while eating. teasing William and Sinle

Day 4 - which is today (:

prepared and packed everything to check out. then cab-ed home.
still having enjoyed enough. 4D3N like not enough. the fun seems just started but yet ended ):
i started missing my Les! she's going back to malaysia soon.
not used to stay at home now. Lol
haven eat anything yet, so now i'm going for dinner.


i miss ___

im back

back from chalet (:
i guessed everyone was sleeping like a pig now.

come to the worst.

Happy 21st Birthday Sister. :D

Actually mummy want to pay some of the ipod nano, ended up i never buy. ): ask her to change phone for me first. wahaha :D brother ask me to wait for 2 more weeks then change phone, cause there will be a road show at suntec city. Cool!
ipod, here i come .. soooooooooooon! i'm eye onto the orange already. it's so cool.
chalet tomorrow. Urchella Ter Sin Le! miss me?
going to meet up with angelia later.

what am i doing?

sick?

visit polyclinic sooner or later. i have been eating inregularly this week that come to this:

• hungry but no appetite
• ate dinner, vomited

gonna take the same pill again? i want to get well during chalet. ):
don't know what's wrong with me. i couldn't get to sleep last night. no matter how i flip, i cannot sleep. lying on my bed, staring into spaces for bloody four hours. the worst is i slept for only 6hours. it is so not enough for me! think going to have a nap in the afternoon.
my stomach is like so empty now but i have no appetite.
come to the worst, i realised i only had a cup of plain water yesterday.

will be spending my day at home alone ): can spend time on taiwan drama.

i want the orange or red badly ):

/

staying at home for the whole day. good girl right? (:
watching taiwan drama for the whole afternoon.
i'm going over grandma house to visit her as well as en en.

The Great Me, Yuan Da Ying. hiakhiak

chalet has been brought forward to next week. i can get to see MyLes next week :D
&yes. MyLes messaged me yesterday told me she miss me. wahaha. i missyou too.
currently chatting with William Tan in msn. the last time i talked to him is during sentosa trip, which is a month ago.

had a big hug with nadiah, jumalia, finna and yana yesterday. update with finna during lunch.
i got to know something so unexpected! totally can't believe it.
don't know what to have for lunch. ):

guess what?! i will be meeting finna that bitch in another one and a half hour time. i miss her so much!
Happy Birthday Nadiah. :D
oh.. Jane is missed as well. miss those school days whereby we joke around in class.
i wonder if i will be given a chance again next year.
i'm starving now! didn't had a proper meals yesterday.
i craved for foods again! i gonna had a great chat with finna later :D

Angelia is making me so tempting to buy the everlast shoe. Buy or not, girlfriend?
yesterday bought a slipper from m)phosis as my shoe was spoilt. i wanna do shopping again with girlfriend.
yeah! she bought a friendship band for me and herself too. mine is red in colour, hers is white. thank girl (: iloveyou. wahahaha.

baking~ session later. angelia want to cook.
i can eat again. grow fat already still wanna eat.

Happy :D

met up with angelia this afternoon, headed to louise's house. angelia cousin.
before we got there, she and oliver said wangwang until so scary. like really very fierce, actually he don't.
oliver laughed at my reaction when the dogs near me. because i shouted and ran.
wangwang, guggi and kenni are super cute. :D though i am so afraid of them, i starting missing them.
i didn't know that angelia can cook. haha. she cooked our dinner tonight! nice, although the steamed fish gravy is too spicy for me. fried chicken is great (:
girlfriend, next time is my turn to prepare dinner for you.
while she's is preparing dinner, her cousin is studying, i'm watching hot shot.
thank angelia and cousin. :D and the dogs
bought our wallet already. (:

Finna look here. i'm wanna meet you up soon!!!
goodnight.

i'm over the mood now.

more pictures to be upload. (:

sinle is still sleeping .. :D A Great chat with angelia and My'Les last night. so stupid can we be.
angelia called my phone, My'Les is at my house using my house phone to call in. My'Les is talking on the phone with me when she's only infront of me.

i'm use to cover two blanket when sleeping. lent one to My'Les. felt so cold when i left with one blanket last night.
cut the crap.

gone

having headache now!
i slept for 13hours, From 8pm till this morning. (: messaged with My'Les a while then back to sleep again.
i guessed i will be late meeting with the girls. i can't wait to see My'Les. :D
not in the mood for prom already.

it's the end.

):

tired! slept for 4hours only.
i don't know what had happened to my left eyes. have a strong red line since last friday. it looks so disgusting ):

i still remembered what you've told me.

SHE Misses ...
angelia drew me! haha. her art super good luh. Lol. imiss my girlfriend Angelia Tan!
meeting her and ham later for pizza hut. (: long time never go already. ohya human, i craved for so many food. Fish & co., kenny rogers, chocolate fondue.


















it's all about time.

sleep

felt so restless at home, had been sleeping all day -.-
the worst is i've been living in my own land. wake up, eat and continue sleeping! gonna turn into a FAT GIRL

time passes on, the world keep on changing.

flapping fringe top

flapping fringe top


watched hot shot just now. i'm going to take a nap, extremely tired. i guessed i got sore eye.
-/
HUMAN. i am awake! slept for 3hours yet still tired and headache. ohyes! i'm going to visit my lil baby enen. i got to look for her yesterday. haha.
i wished i could sleep longer, so that everything will be like a dream. but i know, i shouldn't be so naive. things that had happened, let it be.
why am i still waiting for something that won't happen? there won't be miracle cause i know that everything are fated.

i didn't know, i felt pissed off already. i want to slam the phone okay!
i say no, don't want that mean no, don't want. don't understand? don't decide for me. Friend are not like this. i don't give a damn, no message no replies no call. everything no! don't force me. i don't want to make things too awkward. basically, you don't understand what am i thinking. that's all i know, should i draw a line between us?






















ohya, i was awaken by my brother @ 10am. i thought i could have sleep longer today.
i don't know how am i going to settle my lunch. ): i crave for pizza.
i don't know what am i thinking, it is gone for so long yet youre still thinking. the longest you take, the more miserable youll be. i don't want to see it with my own eyes. i don't like it.

SUCK.
FIRST AND THE LAST

work work work. really don't feel like working already, wanted to take a rest.
oh yeah, the day before i listened to this song title 安静了, i straight away thought of myLes. this song have such a big impact to me :D oh well, wednesday is coming.

yesterday's work was fine, just that i kept thinking of what uncle desmond said to angelia and i. this can be so true. we experienced it before, also he had seen to many things already. when someone is growing, their mindset will change. it's true. what past is past, what's it over, it's over. should i forget about it?
went to bugis with angelia after meeting shirley, such a wasted trip. it is just my thinking only!

working alone later. goodbye(:
somethings we can control, somethings we can't.
it is hard to let go, but still no choice.
i only have one choice, i can't turn anywhere. there's nowhere i can go

slept at around 1am going 2am and wake up and 5 something. super tiring!
i brought my spectacles box to angelia house without the spectacles inside. i wore contact lens but i didn't bring the casing. how stupid am i?!.
> magic is so cute. but i don't dare to stand close to her.
my leg is very pain now. ): should have some rest now. goodbye(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELIA'S FATHER :D

it's really tiring. don't know what's wrong with me today, so clumsy. i lost my exit pass just now. goh ji tiam told me my pass is found (: relief already

so, i woke up extremely late today. -.- rushed like an idiot, jump out of bed and grabbed things into my bag. my mummy scared me! she slept at living room floor. i'm at angelia's house now. got dog ): anyway, suddenly see her using spectacles very funny. hahaha. the most fucking things i got during work is my shoe, which bought two weeks ago! SPOILT. 

today's work is alright. managed to rest a while. tomorrow working at 7am. i'm still not asleep, hope i can wake up. i missed my bed, bed sheet, pillow and lastly, the most important thing is strawberry ice cream.

another day

half dead

HALF DEAD.
i'm almost half dead now. half sleep and half awake. i starting feeling tired on the way home.
tomorrow, asia summit! working at 7am, which means i have to get up at 515am in order to reach angelia house at 615am! fucking early ): other human being still sleeping like a log -.-
saturday also working at 7am. i wonder if my mummy allow me to stay at angelia house.
comfirm drag myself to work.

i can't wait for another day. (:
goodbye human.

i don't feels good

i don't understand! i don't feel good as well.














i want to get this wallet , but is red in colour with angelia (:
another design.

/

D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R, only one word. I don't wish to talk about work. what happened just let it happened, it can't be undone. i don't feel like working already. it's really tired
will be working with jun ru later. angelia didn't work today due to her netball training. at night only have one event, no need that much stuff.
maybe i will knock off earlier. i am super tired already, dozed off straight away after lying on my bed. ZZz!

don't seems to care

chalet on mid december! hohoho. pyjamas ladies and gentlemen.
i'm glad that all my ladies can make it!

slept until 11am yesterday and today, woke up by messages. so disturbing
met up with angelia in the afternoon then trained to bugis. Andy ended his work late, so angelia and myself settle our lunch at KFC. then andy came
Andy, who said wanna be my designer for prom night. in the end cannot find the dress he saw last week. -.= nevermind.
going to vivo next week with cousin. she's helping me to look for dress :D

starting from tomorrow till saturday onwards will be working from morning to night. ohmygodness! hong kong minister will be coming. i shall see if i will panic tomorrow.
after next week can relax alil. have time for baking session!

& i swear that the coffin is not nice!! angelia introduced this movie to me called REC. it's about zombie, sounded nice and scary. gonna catch it next time.
today finally get to see my enen. didn't see her for almost a week. she's still so cute and adorable.
my dearest finna banana, meet upppppppppppp :D

something cannot be push too hard. settle it down first.
let nature takes it course. (:

tired

i had a bad dream just now! makes me so uncomfortable.

vanan is back to work from deevapali.
finished working, i came down from second floor. sean asked me want to drink apple juice tiger beer. haa. so had a cup of apple juice. and sip of red wine.
angelia and i was so tempting. chalet must have!! :D

angelia, don't snatch my husband. lol. okay luh, be fair. he's our husband. if junru want to snatch, ask her to bang wall. Joking.
distracted during work when saw my husband. omg! i love working there (:
cocktail tonight. i wanted to sleep now instead of going to work.

anti all the mosquitoes! bite me. today i will be clever, bringing anti mosquitoes solution there. -.=

FINALLY! it's a rest for Angelia and myself. my leg going to break soon. i just realised i have blue black on both of my foot, swollen a little already. kill me! ):

on Wednesday, went to Andy's workplace after we had ended our work. actually Angelia's father is driving us back, but Andy is working alone and going back alone. As a good mummy of him, we went to find him :D wanted to surprise him but his supervisor saw us and told Andy. he's happy lur, putting on that smile on his face. super funny!
yesterday went huihan's workplace @ suntec city. super farrrrrrr! met up with Andy first. had dinner at Siam kitchen. lol. huihan serve us. he pour water no skill, pour until chair. slacked there for more than an hour, and we decided to go to other places.
went to arcade. challenge basketball with Andy. he super lousy, never aim, anyhow shot! played many rounds until hand tired (:
i told Angelia, we so free. always wait for them to finish their work.

began to like my workplace already. the people there are very friendly and funny. auntie carol gave me a nick name called miaomiao. omg! i don't like it. that stupid Sean still ask me miao for a while. -.=
didn't had a proper lunch yesterday. two of our boss and colleagues came to sit with us. they talked until very funny, made Angelia and myself burst out. Lol.
now my boss called me boss already! wahahaha. :D
today junru and her boyfriend is working. wonder if boss can manage, usually is Angelia and i doing the set up.
i left my name tag on my shirt and threw into the bin. i wonder if julee got help me take, otherwise i die!

it won't turn back.

yesterday worked alone still manageable. captain Sean is busy at another side, then i have auntie Carol helping me. she is good but very nagging. she want the arrangement to be like that mean it is a must. i heard her nagging from 10am all the way to 4pm. -.-
she kept tsk tsk tsk~ it actually made me a little pissed off! she is very fierce when working, so cannot provoke her. (:





















after work, met Angelia at city hall. then to bugis to look for huihan. afterwhich, we went to disturb Andy. he's working there :D had dinner at mcdonald, slacked and chatted there. moved back to some places near Andy workplace. chatted with huihan about choir thing. indeed, we miss choir. haa :D
waited for Andy to finish his work at 10pm. trained back

slept at nearly 12am and woke up at 536am! today work 7am with Angelia. thank to Angelia's call, otherwise i will be oversleep. i didn't even know my alarm rang, i think i stop the alarm from snoozing. stopped my la la land, prepared myself and bused to Angelia house, her daddy drove us to workplace.
helped out captain Sean for breakfast.
while having breakfast, Auntie Carol and captain Sean said i looked like 14years old. Omg! it is so impossible, my reaction was like ____. i said where got, people always said i looked like 18years old. the different is so big.
Angelia kept teasing me saying ' baby face '. > angelia, you also got baby face. :D
Angelia saw the handsome boy today. she went over the moon and came to me.
she said this to me > phanie, i saw the handsome boy.

supposed to end at 4pm but work overtime tilled 5pm. helped out with the cleaning. left with Angelia while Junru is working until 10pm.
one word to describe myself now, exhausted!
i can feel myself gaining weight already! i ate alot yesterday and today. omg! gonna start on diet already.
i thought working can lose weight instead of gaining weight. why am i gaining weight?
working tomorrow. tired already, goodbye

tadang

i am suppose to be prepare for work, but i came to blog. hope i won't be late.

will be working alone today. bored luh. no people entertain me. i only know sean got work -.-

anyway i went out with huihan andy and songwei for pool session yesterday afternoon. went to hawker centre to look for huihan and andy first. Andy changed new phone. i'm in love with his phone already, i find it quite nice. (: see them having lunch. after which moved on for dessert then songwei came.

we got the vip table. haa. don't mention about pool yesterday again -.= they knew what had happened!

went to arcade with huihan. played the bishi bashi and car games. i'm such a noob luh

so angry.

maybe after work will be going to andy workplace, which is at bugis, with huihan and don for durian. (:

alright. i'm running late if i don't stop blogging. goodbye!

another time/

got my working schedule from Angelia just now. so, i will be working on Monday alone, until 4pm.
Tuesday and Wednesday. yes, off on Thursday and Friday.

I'm missing someone now.
it kills me.
yes, tomorrow, the day. (:

FINALLY, I HAD MY FRINGE CUT. BANGS IT GOES! (:

went back to school for graduating ceremony. quite bored actually.
don't get to see many classmates.

yesterday is the first day of work. had breakfast with angelia at mcdonald first. oh dear, first day of work. we were late already =/ the workers there are friendly. it's not really tiring but leg pain. some blisters on my leg.
the boss isn't that strict as we thought in the first place. the boss and workers can be serious when come to work.
there's many ang mong. some are really very handsome! angelia and i were somehow being distracted and smile at each other for no reasons. haa :D
we knocked off earlier, so sat down and chit chat with them around 830pm. it's hilarious
angelia can be so funny. she said i see them leaving with my own eyes when the handsome ang mong left. lol
anyway, our boss really looked like afiq ( ang kong ). the way he speak, walk and hairstyle.

actually working today, but i don't want. cause of something. so junru is working with angelia.
i will be working for the whole week next week. haa :D can be tiring.
killed time with sinle and huihan just now. nothing better to do. just don't want to go home after the ceremony. so went viva for lunch with MyLesbian and peeps. MyLesbian and myself was thinking of where to go after lunch. since huihan got record the show for the 9pm yesterday, so we went to his house to watch.

anyway, my phone was really spoilt after threwing onto the ground angrily. now, the first thing i want to buy was a new phone. very pekchek over my phone. kept hang and shut down automatically. i had a hard time to on my phone. will be using mummy's extra phone.

simple yet hard.
i'm dying.

me

finally, i had a good sleep yesterday. for many days, i've been sleeping for about 4 to 5 hours each day. felt so tired but couldn't make myself into bed.
hahaha. today i had 8hours of sleeping time. it's like double the time i had last few days.
i can still feel the tireness.

met angelia at boots and shoes. we arrived at the same time. called junru ask where is she.
junru, so sorry for waiting for us. we thought you not joining us for lunch.
had lunch at burger king. i ate half the burger only. hungry but have not appetite
trained down to buona vista for interview. (:

Angelia and i will be starting work this Thursday, for trail only. 10am to 10pm, 12 hours. -.-
that place is so strict okay. so many ang mong(s). Eric, the manager from don't know which department said on November, there will be a project.
minister from other country will come down. they can be demanding, because they have money. ( that's what he said ). so he asked us to prepare ourselves. by the time, we have to be clear of what to do.

after interviewed, we trained back to woodlands. bought some food and drink and to huihaM's house there.
played volleyball with huihaM and angelia under void deck.
angelia played until the tip of the umbrella pock into the ball. then we heard something, siiiiiiiiiiii.
at first we thought it was the tyre lose air. in the end is the ball!
hard ball become soft ball. lol. then played monkey.
mummy went to watch movie with her friend. so i had to went home earlier to take care of lil enen.


not forgetting to say something about jumalia and myself which happened on Wednesday around 4pm+
we went to cineleisure. when we were walking to far east plaza to meet faz, finna, intan and nadiah.
both of us didn't had lunch and only a cup of water. so I'm hungry and she's thirsty.
there's a shop at the opposite side. so we u-turn back wanted to cross the road.
there's a lady came and approach us. she's from okto, the new channel from kids central??
she wanted us to say something to okto. like congrats okto. the very first thing that came acrossed my mind was, 'NO'! it will show on TV. in the end, we agreed.
it's so paiseh okay. especially with that outfit of mine. jumalia and myself are laughing our ass out.
i told her i regretted to u-turn.

pictures taken last thursday, ladies outing.






















pictures taken last friday; sentosa outing.