headache again and again!
i know why i am always headache. partly because of my new contact lens.
plus i kept thinking many things. the same old things, like again!
Boy having 'N' level Chinese oral now.
I'm waiting for my boyfriend to come and fetch me. cause I'm at Angelia's house.

had physics opened book test for MCQ. i don't have a book to open. Lol.
but still manage to pass for the MCQ. is like only 5 or less than passed.
will be having another test on thursday. from yishun secondary de prelim paper

mdm salimah bought kinder bueno for the five "lucky" people who attended speech day on last satuday as well as for those who participate for the racial harmony day thingy. =.=
yea! my favourite chocolate!!!! i'm bueno-ing
i've got two packet of kinder bueno. haa. i participate both.
then mdm salimah gave me another pack cause i do class duty before teacher came in.

today's is Mr Billy's birthday. Lol
tomorrow oral.

my dear faster come. imissyou (:

my dearest friend,
I'm sorry that I've disappoint you.
to be frankly, i don't know what i want also.
Angelia, like what ms Liu had said. i listened, but i don't know what am i really thinking at that point of time.
it's just too sudden to find out everything like again.
& i know maybe there will be any time.
I'm just choosing a pathway that make me so tough.
i may not be as cheerful as i used to be, but .. I'm happy as long as i be with him
maybe that's i want to be.
My son, i remember the last sentence.
' don't start a thing when to you can't end it '.
I've started everything and it's really hard to end.
maybe all i need is time.

lastly, I'm sorry.

/

i don't care whether you read this post, but i really wanted to say out!
i really hope that you won't contact my boyfriend ever again.
he's mine not yours.
i know you have not forgotten. it's a long relationship,
but you still have not forget it.
if he love you, he will go back to you. if he don't, he won't.
i hope you can wake up from your dream.
accept the fact and let it go.
i may have more things to say. but i don't want to make it so difficult for all of us.

/

happy racial harmony day!
& happy birthday my beloved mummy! (:

really never have a good sleep this two days.
slept only for 4-5 hours. headache, throat pain, heart pain, eyes pain.
skipped several meals and caused me to vomit. i already forget that i cannot skip any meals, otherwise will vomit.
fucking heart problem is coming back to me. super unwell now.

cabbed to finna's house this morning.
then her father drove us to school. then immediately went to toilet to change into our costumes.
ya, i was so paisehhhhhh. especially in the hall.
our class actually planned to do those actions already,
but the moment we stepped in the stage, we was like .. Eh, how?
not feeling well luh. headache and my head going to burst already.
told Mr Billy i don't want PE as I'm not feeling well. he let me off (:

slept through emath lesson as i really feel unwell. until i got disturb by Mr Chang's voice.
he teach too loud already. my head feel much better. wake up continue to do some test paper
had extra Chinese lesson after school.
only Angelia boy and i attended. practice on oral as well as composition.
had some personal talk with Ms Liu.

Chinese oral on Wednesday.

people, thank for the care and concern when I'm not feeling well today.
haa. i really appreciate alot.
i love 4N3. we laughed and joke all day. Lol

& yea. I'm going to F.I.R concert. :DDDDD

i really don't know what to do.
it's so confusing.
other than sorry. i don't know what else should i say.

currently at shirley's house. haa :D
long time no see.

monday is racial harmony day. as well as my beloved mummy birthday :D

went back to school this morning for speech day.
i'm one of the "lucky" five from each class alright!
i'm so stupid to set my alarm at a _:_ _ pm instead of am.
this cause me to wake up lateeeeeeeeee.
reached school had a warm welcome by my schoolmates. Lol
yea, i used the same bag as Janeeeeeeeeee.
this year speech day guest-of-honour is dr maliki
started off with mdm sang speech, followed by dr maliki and then one of the alumni.
then CO, dance and band performances.
and some prizes giving. haa
Todayyyyy,
is our ex principal mrs helena song and dr maliki birthday.
so sang birthday song to them.

headed to shirley's house.
as usual. talked about my stuff. and some school stuff.
lunched at 888. it's KFC again and again and again ..
back. shirley taught me how to solve bearing & i taught her standard deviation.
played audition sea just now. haa:D
i'm sucha noob okayyyyyyyy.
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yesterday after school went over to angelia's house.
bought some tibits @ vista point before heading there.
watched wanted. had some nudity scene.
watched some videos from youtube. jumalia searched for girl fights.
now i realised that girls can be that violence.
played monopoly. i lost to angelia!!!!
it's fun luh.
jumalia laughters can make me laugh like hell.
once i heard her laughter, i can laugh immediately. lame isn't it.

4days left to mother tongue oral.
16days left to "N" level prelim
45days left to N level.
i really got to start mugging already.

school is fine this week.
finally, my English oral has over.
i find that the topic is quite easy for me. the question the examiner ask,
I'm able to answer smoothly.
they were quite shocked when i answer some of the questions.
next Wednesday, Chinese oral begin.

yesterday after school went over to Finna's house. her mama cooked pasta and fried chicken wings for us.
then watched the first and second episode of beach.ball.babes
after that, went back to school to watch the finals.
TKT against school team B.
of course,TKT won. 2-1
last minute, school team goal. haa :D
competitive match.

we be going to mama boss house later on.
gonna took bus myself to vivo city.

went out with boy to cineleisure.
reached there, raining heavily. bought an umbrella at seven eleven store.
bought tickets for get smark and hancock.
had lunch at one japanese fast food.
nice to see, but there's many houseflies!. plus their attitude really suckkkk
walked around.
boy bought a watch.
and he bought two wee ni xiong for me. i looking for that very long time. thank:D
then to EZONE.

:D

who can intoduce me a psychatrist? i need that urgently.

really have the urge to buy hamster or even gold fish. Lol.
taking care of animals especially those with furs is not my type right.

gold fish, gold fish~

another weekend. bored!.
time flies, so fast it's term 3 week 2. N level prelim are around the corner.
and i can tell you, I'm still slacking away and enjoying my days. My Foot.
coming Wednesday is my N level oral.
hope i can get those easy topic like sports.
seriously, i love sports especially volleyball.
i love you dodo volleyball, shiok shiok.
too bad, my school doesn't have volleyball as CCA, otherwise i confirm join.

still wondering if i should work hard in order to promote to secondary 5.
i have totally given up on F&N already. it so suckyyyyy, alright.
frankly speaking, i really don't like my F&N teacher although she's good sometime.
she like gave us last minute work on coursework. pressurize okay.

yesterday suppose to go to town with Angelia, Finna and Marco.
but cancel it.
Marco had soccer match. to say that i was a little lazy to go too.
so, went home to get myself changed first.
then met up with Finna around her house and walked to school.
today match is TKT versus the secondary 2.
the score was somehow unbelievable. 16-0. TKT managed to get into final.
the sec2s have no determination. they gave up in the second half.
no sportsmanship -.-
walked to vista met up with girls. played the machine game but isn't our luck.
didn't won anything.

tomorrow will helping mummy at her workplace.
my sunday sleeping time was burnt.