i'm so lame and childish that i wanted to get a tamogochi. don't blame me, cause i'm still young.

yesterday celebrated kuohao's birthday at kfc. dear and friends ordered so much until the tables were filled with food. Andy reached first, so he book placed for us. :D first time ordered so much fooooooooood. too bad, my girlfriend angelia wanted to complete her art by today, so didn't join us.

ahaha. thanks for people who wished me happy birthday. :D slept late at night yesterday. now so tired already.
my primary school babe, wenlee messaged me out of the sudden. scared me out luh. alil shocked. so long didn't see her already. maybe will be meeting her after her O's. smsed, we missed the golden days. so memorable ya.
met shirley just now. exchange gifts! so fun luh. chatting with her throughout. had some news of our primary schoolmates. so moved in to malaysia, so moved to singapore. -.- anyway, lose contact with them also. some time saw them also act like strangers =/

unfortunately, Mummy and aunties went over to one of my relative funeral. so no cake for me. sad ):
mummy said eat on monday then. cause monday is chinese birthday. i was like 'like that also can'.

so, THREE more days to 'N' level. finished studying chemistry already. left with physics, need to read through alil. while math, did enough practice papers.
today is last day of school. kinda unbearable ): studied Four years in wgs, suddenly like going to left the school. i might not see some schoolmates in the future.
everyone, study hard for 'N'.

dear, thank for your everything. iloveyou.
& missyou so much now. (:

just finished watching my favourite show, the golden path. somehow, it made me reflected on something.

hohoho. i just realised that my blog have no picture. never mind.
it's weekend again. not in study mood today. only file up all my worksheet i've did this week and look through some of it.
oh dear, i crave for food again. Fish & co~ everyday crave for different food.
i feel like going out now, but don't know who to find and where to go. so, just stayed at home.
weekend is always boring for me.

my existance is insignificant.

i wanted to get one thing so muchhhhh! i saw donut brochure on computer table and make me crave for it.
but .. i'm so lazy and tired to travel to causeway point just to buy donut. -.-
suddenly crave for so many foooooooooooood.

mummy will be going to malacca tomorrow afternoon till sunday night. i guessed. going to be a bore day for me without mummy on sunday. haa.

mood swing just now! don't know what's wrong with me. many things flash over my mind out of a sudden.
going to study later. Mr Junus at least study a lil bit can pass. well, i think i need to study alot in order to get a pass. alil bit, by what? each chapter alil bit mean alot already.

it's just fairy tales.

read angelia's blog, she wish that she can remain as kid forever. so do i, girlfriend..
kids life is so much easier and happier, unlike now right?
have to study, worried about result & so many problems that made us so frustrated, while kids can play. haha :D

12days left to 'N' level. seriously, i'm not prepare. paranoid!
i don't understand why must we take exam!. although we did many past year papers, also i can manage to get the correct answer. but whenever i sit for exam, the answer i wrote ought to be wrong. -.-
seriously, i don't wish to be the first in my family to fail N level. at least i need a pass.
i've been saying i won't be coming for sec5 next year. still, i not sure which course i want to go if i choose to go ite. there seems no pathway to carry on.

i want to do well in math and combined science.
12days, there's still hope.

dear, imissyou

yesterday went to plaza singapura to collect dear's mp3. then had lunch at yoshinoya. i finally bought a slipper. bought back ripple. almost same as the previous ones, but different colour.
tomorrow having steamboat at grandmother house. reunion dinner. got my favourite dish as well.
did Mr chang gave us math past year papers. some really don't know how to do. he said still have another 8 schools paper to do. must work hard. practice make perfect.

have been playing brother's psp for the past two days. his psp games got pac man. so fun. he don't even know his psp got that game until he saw me playing.

in school, i've been rude to some of the teachers! so pissed by it also. shall not mention it.

had been doing past year papers since school reopen.
talking with dear many things these few days. feel so great :D
don't feel like going to school, but exam are around the corner. so no choice.
discussing with girls what to wear for prom night. going to ask my cousin for opinion.

my phone spoilt. kept hang and had difficulties to switch it on. think i'm too violent already. always threw phone. make me so frustated about it.

so far, three 'N' level had finished already.
the paper was so so. i noticed quite a number of people focused on the topic sri lankan and northern ireland for social studies. i'm one of them too :D
Faz and i prayed hard that sri lankan or governance in singapore was tested on the SEQ, but the sri lankan was tested in source-based.
before the paper started, i'm so nervous okay. until yana keep ask me to relax.
the paper started, i'm still so nervous. my hand were shaking as i write.
i felt no link to the source at all. tsunami? so -.-
lucky i studied abit on globalisation. and i asked yana question to clear my doubts, otherwise i'm facing a big problem doing SEQ. oh dear, i didn't managed to complete my SEQ. i only wrote a bit caused NOT ENOUGH TIME! i spend too much time doing source-based.

today's english paper still alright. everytime i said alright the result ended up to be sucky ones.
25 more days to combined science and emath paper one. three paper in one day.
so many formula to memorise. school reopen must pay double attention in class. and i wondered should i go for night class.