i understand nothing after reading my brother's textbook.

i did studied hard on today's physics paper.
but somehow i think i did not do well in that paper.
alil difficult and careless mistakes. and forgetful.
geography paper still manageable. but no confident to pass. (:

i am figuring how to edit things from my brother's textbook. haa.

goodbye (:

today's school a fast one.
slept throughout emath period, chatted with vanessa during social studies lesson and day dream during contact time.
didn't bother what teacher is teaching about.

totally not prepare for tomorrow's geography paper.
physics paper still revising halfway. ;D
boy, if you read this, please remind me to bring protractor. thankyou :D

mug mug mug !!. ):

sister went out for ice cream session.
throw me alone at home.
still say want cook dinner for me. ):
gonna have another cup noodles. ooops

emo in class today.
thank people who had console me. appreciated*
especially taufiq.
you made me realised something important.
i should cherish it.
thank alot :D

TAGS REPLIES

phanie -

angelia : i where got bomb you. anyway, guess you know about it ler. haha (:
vanessa : of course good luh. remember our date during holiday. POPEYES!!.
unknown : eh .. you are him? lol
MAY : hello may. i guess this is the first time you tagged me. (: smile. anyway, thanks for your tag and concern
mARCO : i change ler jiu offline. wanna update ler (:
CHLOE : yea. been a long time ler. got miss me ma? hahaha
angelia : i'm bored too. lalalas~ didn't talk to you alot nowadays eh, girlfriend.

--
I MISS MUMMY VERY MUCH !

mummy is currently at south korean, together with my aunties.
she will be back only this saturday.
i have many things to complain =/ but i know you don't wish to hear,
otherwise ... ... hek hek.

TODAYYY !

headache from the start of the day.
plus the weather is so hot. making me bloody attitude, & uncomfortable.
stupid head is giving me problems. hell*
FINALLY, we took height and weight during PE. i waited for this day very long
SAD is didn't lose weight. HAPPY is grew taller and didn't gain weight. (:
weight remains the same with that one big 5_ infront.

slept during english lesson. read newspaper article for the first period.
second period. more than half of the class are lying down the table and sleep. (:
and yea, mdm sal is so great. she didn't wake us up, plus switch off the lights for us before she leave the class.

wednesday having geography and physics paper. have yet to study geography.
and and something very important.
i forget to re-submit my F&N coursework.

i can't control you from this anymore. ):

SUNDAYYY !

happy day. with a BIG smile (:
went out with boy today.
went to amk hub to watch two movies.
first movie, The Forbidden Kingdom. second movie, Run Papa Run.
finished. train-ed back to woodlands.
went for pool session. sorry if i make you pekchek.
i don't know to play. hahaha.
though we off and on many times. but i still very happy.

thanks (:

SATURDAYYY !

stayed at home the whole day to company mummy.
mummy is leaving singapore.
chit chatted with family during dinner time. laughters is also the best
it've been a long time since we last talk and laugh together.
mummy is so funny. she heard me saying emo emo emo last week,
until today. she asked me what is emo.
my sister and I laugh at her luh. she thought emo is being lonely.
send her to airport with sister and cousin.
saw carol at terminal 1 de POPEYES. the queue is so long.
went to terminal 3 to bought POPEYES instead.
queueing halfway. suddenly felf dizzy. almost faint off
lucky i hold onto something. sweat*
sat down to settle myself first.
and bus-ed home. doze off in the bus luh.

> sorry, can't company you today ):

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO WENRU COUSIN. (:

i don't wish to carry on some quarreling with some childish kids
i don't have the mood to continue this nonsense,
i'm simply too tired with everything.
i too kaobei, guailan, and cb.
and as well as a bitch.
(:
not i give up,
is i don't have the energy to continue.

--

我真的受伤了。
i have nothing more to say.
(:
everyone,
i'm happy.
you win, i lose. i give up

Yea,
You lied.
I didn't asked for much, but why everytime happened like this.
I wouldn't speak a word from now on,
Because is useless.
I can pretend that i didn't saw anything,
But my heart can't.
Another lies.

i say not happy come find me right.
can come and confront me anytime.
& i did say is you and him sua. not me and you.
now is my turn to ask you, what the fuck you want?

mid year exam started.
pray hard for today's english. paper 1 may fail as i written rubbish.
gonna study hard.

i'm going out to study later (:

get myself a new tagboard

To Eddie

now is not marco not happy, is i am unhappy
you not happy, come find me. we talk things out.
now is marco and your things over, not you and mine.
okay. i fucking not happy what you and derick tag de things

EDDIE-
duno, batwoman's friend. LOL. maybe wan buy cakes.
Rick ~eddie-
dunwan lar ..waste $$$ ..mus ''peace'' canot kp ..UNLESS ppl wan kpkb first.

you claim that you didn't say about batman in the tagboard but superman.
your batwoman's friend is exactly pointing at batman.
i'm not kid or whatever okay.

ya, you think you are a good fighter? this is a question
maybe you are proud of yourself.

and please. my tagboard is not for you and derick to chat.
no need to hi rick.
i'm sure both of you say come my blog together and tag,
otherwise the timing won't be one after another.
you don't like to watch batman this movie, don't need to say batman de show sucks.
& i say, now is i not happy. not marco.
you not happy, can confront me. don't talk behind people's back.
because you are one of those who will talk behind people's back. (:

whatever i say, no offence.
not happy. talk to me.
i know i'm the one who kaobei here. guailan here.
but, you're intention to tag in my tagboard the past few days is to kaobei batman.
you can say that you didn't kaobei, because your language is not vulgar.
but you yourself know the reason why you want to tag in my blog.
maybe yes, maybe not.
whoever wanna read the tags, can ask from me. i can print out nicely for you to write.
see who the first to kaobei. maybe you won't find that you're not kaobei. because is you.

i may offended you. at least i say out things at one go
never say things behind your back.
& at least i say things i wanna say. that's my thoughts.
at least i have the guts to say here.

i'm not angry, but just being nasty.
you are such a contra.

tagboard will be remove soon,
for personal reason.

school was fine. but effing tired
Mid Year is coming friday,
& i didn't study yet. hahaha

& what happened to my lesbian vanessa lee tock gong
absent from school for three days already
pangseh me ):

--

it seems to be so wrong

stayed at grandma house the whole afternoon
having buffet to celebrate enen's birthday.
played with enen until very tired.
then finna called me, asked me to go tinghui's chalet
asked mummy and she allowed (:
meet finna around 6plus. shopped and looked for present
bought a necklace @ minibits. i helped finna to choose.
walked around causeway point while waiting for finna's father to arrive.
haa. mahadi send us go
reached. looked for them.
took photo with the malay guys. haa

then mahadi send me home.
thanks alot eh. haa

photos will be upload next time.

happy birthday enen!. (:

got back both english and chinese oral marks.
english oral got 25/40 (:
qutie surprising because i said nothing much for picture discussion.
is so difficult okay.
congrats to hafiz. got 37/40. he crazy de. score so well.

chinese oral got 40/50. ;D clapclap. =x

mr chang told us our emath common test which we did it yesterday.
i got 6/25. i thought i will get lesser than that.
i anyhow answer. lol
chemistry paper mark halfway.

had social studies test today.
don't know how to do. die -.-

--

my heart break into half
nobody will understand how i feel
i have nothing more to say.
what else can i say?
maybe you're right, you got a point.
until now, i'm tired already.
i pour out again and again.
perhaps, i'm wrong.
i cannot manage things nicely.

tomorrow have alot of test.
Mother Tongue, Geography and Emath. cries*
after school still got 'N' level prelim oral.
i sure fail okay. super lousy in picture discussion.

haa.
one thing i know is, i will definitely flunk my emath for mid year.
eh, how to do trigonometry? what is 3-D dimension?
what is sine & consine rule?
i blame myself for sleeping and attentive in emath lesson past few weeks.
now, i don't know anything.
tomorrow emath common test is on trigonometry.
i guess i will anyhow scribble with all the answers,
cause i know nuts (:

i'm going to revise now.
mid year is next week.
headache now

was so fine.
had fun during pe. like again, played floorball.
when our group score, feifei reaction super funny
Finna and i laugh our ass out okay. superman!
disturbing ding dong too (:
today then i realised that she's nice to disturb. haa

after lesson, almost all the lesson are relief teacher.
mr chang went off to meet one student parent,
then miss koh take over.
LCD lesson, slept throughout the lesson.
got disturb by jing ren. he pulled my chair again -.-
tiring okay.
eddie, thanks for your ear piece (:

edited/

sometimes, not knowing something is better than you know.
because it came out to be sour. not anger.
i choose not to know
somehow, it hurts.

i know i did something wrong again.
it's very wrong.
sorry.

went to party world. fun ;DD
after singing, had lunch at mcdonald.
talk&crap alot. haa.
yikee, don't sian half luh.

i on phone with people

just came back from woodlands stadium.
TODAY IS SPORT DAYYYYYYYY!. (:

tiring.
sorry peeps, i make the team slow down.

i'm not in a good mood
):

going out in a few minutes time.
meeting people. goodbye(:

i really walk two rounds during mass run ;D
"so called" scolded by Mr Billy.
had some punishment. leg cramp

moodswing all the way after recess.
i want a punching bag.

Happy Birthday Justin (:


it's just so sucks!.
i hate it so much.
i hate myself for living in this world,
i hate the existing. @#$%^&#$%^&*
i know my eyes won't lies.
you don't care, because you did the same things, like again.
i said i won't care, but i still care.
i wouldn't want to know anything. whether is positive or negative.
you won't know how i feel
i know i am soooooooo attitude,
but don't blame me for acting this way.
cause you bring me to this state. haa ;D
it's just lies.

surprisingly, i didn't sleep in school today (:
the usual me is always sleep in class, but today, is different.
i made my choice to stay awake in every lessons,
especially social studies and emath. because i know nuts about it
plus mid year is coming. faaaaaaaaaint

during social studies,
i really pay attention. infact, this is the first time i pay attention in the past 4months
the only time i never fall asleep is when i'm copying notes. ;D
i really gave up on F&N ):
research is due tomorrow. i didn't even started. cries*

intend to pay attention during emath
but mr chang give us see some photos taken in phillipines.
i was like __ whattheheck

after school, had lunch with vanessa. @ pizza hut
i doze off when we're on the way to causeway point. sleepy
finally, bought a new hi!card.
message burst like hell.
bused back to school to watch soccer match between school team A and TKT
nice match. ;D strong opponent?

tomorrow mass run, i'm sure i gonna walk like again. hees(:
i'm going to bed now. effing tired
goodnight

i won't care so much,
because you have your freedom.
the more i know, the more __ i got.

BOO.
It's monday again. a boring day!.

started with three periods of F&N, doing coursework.
seriously, i don't have the mind to do my coursework.
my heart is not there. i feel like dropping F&N ):
dishes that i've cooked on last saturday came out really like shit.
S.H.I.T!.

followed by PE.
like again, played floor ball.
you know, i stupid weather is so hot.
finally i can play under the shades, teacher ask me to become goalkeeper.
it's under that hot sun. bloody
sweating like hell.

english. read passages.
practice for oral -.- then picture discussion
chit chatting with Vanessa Eddie and JingRen while copying notes. haa ;D
i didn't start this topic first okay.

had detention after school,
becauseeee i slept throughout the lesson last monday during Mr Chang's Emath period
supposingly to serve on last tuesday, but Eddie and I postponed till today
sit on the floor, staring at the wall blindly. it's really bored.
and i almost doze off.
around 3pm, teacher let Eddie and I go

had some problems outside school gate.
childish people trying to find childish problems.
and i mean really childish. i dare you to push andy again.
damnit.

now, i have to start on my coursework.
research & development. i haven start finding resources,
and is due on this coming thursday. omg!.
marks will be included in Mid Year.
i don't even have the time to complete. i guess i gonna flunk badly

goodbye(:

an unsuccessful practical today.

woke up @ 7am this morning. & i have a bad dream
i dream that my practical gonna be unsuccessful as the cake was in a mess up by people.
holly shit.
meet up with finna to get some ingredients.
i told her what i have dream

practical start. finna ask me to relax and jiayou >.<
i told her, hope my dream won't come true.

at first, i'm still okay with everything.
but problems started when i'm trying to cook my second dish.
i realised that i haven prepared alot of things. this and that no boiled, lefted not cook
scolded by Mrs chan. hohoho.
i have already expected ler. but, it came out to be worst than i expect.
got alot of helped by others kind people. (: thanks.
i feel like crying luh.
and i know i becoming more and more retarded and more stupid.
teacher scolding make me feel so __ ;D
getting more and more 手忙脚乱.

i getting so pissed of by teachers.
she kept screaming all over the place.
Hello!. i got STM okay.
all the dishes came out to be like shit
worst than i expect it to be.

seriously,
i have regret taking F&N so much,
and i wouldn't want to cook ever again. sucks!.
feel like dropping this subject.
if can, Finna and I plan to cook a second round,
using our money to get all ingredients.
now i think that,
even if can, i don't feel like cooking again.
i think the outcome will still be the same. so, it's pointless.
sick of F&N. now, i gonna work real hard on my theory

i told marco i getting more retarded and stupid.
and no matter how long i slept, i am still so tired.
he said, maybe i slept too much then cause me to be more retard. lol

now, i gonna start revising hard for Mid year.
i want to proof everything.
i know is alil too late to start revise now,
20days to english paper.
i gonna turn bonker anytime.
goodbye(:

Let Things Remain This Way.
Perhaps, It Will Be Better. :D

what else can i do besides pretending happy?
you wouldn't know how i feel.

i want every people to know that we are friends (:

--x

went to viva for lunch with angelia, vanessa, andy and marco
the two boys went back to school first. they got choice
haha. vanessa and angelia is hot & spicy queen luh =/
2.4km run. 1459. lousy timing.
can be better (: due to my stomach pain. damn it!.
slack in classroom after running. waiting for angelia and andy
and walk home together.
then marco and i went to meet the rest to purchase ingredients.
hohoho. totally amount is 200$+ for 9people. wth >.<

school as usual. nothing to blog about it.

didn't had dinner yesterday. plus afternoon eat alil de lil
& i left my stomach empty and off to sleep
i'm hungry. i want maggi mee!. -.-

had practical yesterday after school. not exam, but practice.
ahaha. i bake pineapple upside down cake.
thanks mdm foong, daniel, hao chuan and melvin for helping me.
they did help me alot ;D
is like all of the things is mdm foong did while i just stand aside watching =/
i really don't know how to cook.
i didn't step into the kitchen for a very long time. even cooking maggi mee

my cake got burnt ): sad
the side of the cake is quite hard, but inside is very soft. (:
i will take note of the time de.
many of them said nice. i'm so happy luh.
daniel's comment is, nice. but if it's not burnt will be even nicer. haha

& ilove huijuan's grilled chicken. nice (: lol
and faiz's agar agar.
took some of their photo, but lazy to upload

walk to 900 bus stop with angelia and meng kiat.
angelia walk home then.
i pangseh meng kiat =/
he actually company me to take bus 911, then he want me to take one big round.
so i alighted. hehe

today, had chinese oral after school. -.- sure get a lousy result.

sian. tomorrow mass run. after school got 2.4km run
after 2.4km run. have to go home change,
meet peeps to buy ingredients for saturday practical. diedie

--x

today isn't a good day.
off from the very morning till now.
sadsadsad.
i have nothing to say.
if you still care for her, tell me so.
i will let you go.
cause i don't feel like knowing about anything.
i know is my fault,
i'm just too stubborn and wouldn't give in. but, that's me.
like it anot, is your choice. i won't change.
angelia ask me to sit down and talk to you. or ask anything.
but my answer was, even if i ask, will you answer the real thing?.
maybe will, maybe not.
i've already said, i will listen but won't take it to heart.
is like, i have nothing to say about it,
because everything won't change.
what comes around goes around. everything is fated
(:

Happy Birthday JingHan & Afiq (: