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just reach home not long ago.
meet marco first. he skating,
then, meet Finna and Jane outside boots and shoes.
then May and Feifei came. (:
went straight to cold storage for our ingredients. ahaha
i was like very blur today. so retarded -.=
marco say i got alil retard.

seriously, i can't cook. & i can't eat too
damn to that california roll that we have bought from cold storage.
make me even stupid. or noob
i need pro to teach de eh. ;D ;D

Finna, thanks for helping us to carry our stuff home first.

going to supermarket with mummy later.
didn't bought some of the ingredients just now.


--x

i'm back from school.
going out to meet finna, maybe Jane and May to buy our practical ingredients.

& seriously, i can't cook.
such a lousy F&N student ;D

alright. i'm running late. goodbye (:

people, don't get trick by your friends tomorrow,
because it's april fool day. hees(:

went out with angelia, marco, andy, huihan, don, yikee and songwei yesterday.
meet them outside seven eleven.
yikee don't know we going town. haa ;D
he said he wanna go home change -.-
went to yikee's house. angelia & i started to play with her shades. lol
then yikee and songwei had lunch @ KFC.
then catch a movie at cineleisure, shutter.
i agree with angelia. is more like a horny horror film.
there are some boys sitting us, super noisy okay
had lunch at long john silver. suddenly mood swing.
( it's not because of that thing, i'm angry. but it's that thing )
songwei left first

on & off, on & off. ):
i saw a huge me to you bear at more than words. it's so cute and nice alright.
but it cost 449.90$. i told huihan and yikee, they was like. wa~
bought a sweeeeeeeeeet. haa ;D huihan bought one too
huihan bought because he feel like chewing something,
but i bought it too cute. =/
slack @ red coke lounge.
decide to go back. andy and marco went other place.
angelia alight at city hall.
yikee ask huihan for sweet, because he wanna give a small boy.
but the boy ignore. and i kept teasing yikee. lol

yikee went off to meet someone. don went home.
left huihan and me. plan to go party world, but it's full.
wanted to go swensen to eat ice cream. but it's full.
so had dinner at mos burger.
then walked to 510 there playground. nobody can sing song. lol
then walked back to interchange to look for andy and marco.
both of them super funny. hilarious. (:
& went home.

woke up 930am this morning. watched doraemon
then prepared and train-ed to yishun alone >.<
pray my grandma, grandpa, & great grandpa.
the weather is so hot can.
then back to uncle's house. off to sleep
girl girl and xiang xiang very noisy. i only lie down pretending i'm sleeping -.-
had lunch. off the chong pang with mother.
back to grandmother house. enen, faster come back!.

had NAPFA test yesterday
and i can say i did it super badly. no mood, plus the weather is super hot. headache -.-
like again, i didn't manage to do inclined pull up. not even one pull
very paiseh loh.
somemore very heavy. i don't even have the strength. it's the last station anyway.
i don't know what the heck i'm doing for shuttle run.
i look more like jogging or even walking, than running. lol ;D
pro eh..

need to re-test alot of station. very not satisfied.

i''m going to catch a movie with people in town later. (:
girlfriend, i want to shop!. shopping shopping shopping!!!.
haa ;D

luckily mummy didn't scold me for my bill.
hohoho. first time (:


--

i don't know what wrong with you people.
just what's the matter with you?
why do you need to lie? i thought you're not free?
disappointed. we used to be very good clan.

& to you :

i'm implying you. sucker !.
haa ;D
i don't think you have the right to say people ___ ,
because you tend to be one of those.
so can you just shut up

28march2008 -- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS YEE (:

what's wrong with me? & what's wrong with my computer?
haha (:
i guess it's time to rest.

blogspot is giving me some problem >.<

--

took cab to school today & yesterday.
school was fine. (:

i'm tired,
want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep !. ;D

One Phrase / Four Words -->
I Had Enough / 我受够了 ！

It's the fact already. Can't be change.
I don't seek any explainable from you or him.
I believe what i saw. I really had enough.
快乐不是长久的。难过会保留在心里，也是一道疤痕。
因为喜欢，所以才会在乎。

Is not i don't believe, But I choose not to believe

--

& to somemore and someone and someone and ... ... :

your ____ don't sound nice.
don't act one okay. F
save your comments to yourself, sucker!. ;D
don't fake so much. cause it's so irritating.
don't think that you are that perfect,
cause you are not perfect.
so, i'm sure you don't have the right to judge people.
i despise people who say talk, but don't do it. pui~
& i despise hypocrite.
say yourself before saying the others,
because, you have the same bad points as others,
is just that you don't realise, or people didn't treat you the way you treat the other.
you will serve your retribution one day (:
& something i gonna tell you,
not everyone is perfect, don't go for perfection.

holly shit~
don't think that i'm refering to you, cause i'm not.
i'm refering to you, not you. haa ;D


no mass run tommorow. i got MC (: yea

i going library later.
happy. Happy! HAPPY!.

saw my sister holding on an english storybook,
the story seems nice (:
but is belong to my sister's friend. sian half -.-
so, i've decide to go library to borrow some books luh.
told my sister,
she said is time for me to brush up my skills -.=

called shirley, my laogong. haa ;D
she's already at library with her friend. joining them later
she claim that she have something to question me. omg!.
i hate being ask okay. it sounds so much like a prisoner. =/ strike it off
i know it's something gonna do with this that this person
haa ;D i know what she trying to ask.
i just hate people pestering my friends.

& SHIRLEYYYYYYYYYYYYY!.
i have sooooooooo much things to pour out to you.
haa ;D
i have tons of things to update you.

alright!.
i'm done with posting. (:

storybooks, storybooks, storybooks!.

--

i don't care if you send it or not.
i want to know, yet afraid to know.
i will listen, but no take it to heart
(:

i fucking angry alright.
i've been thinking alot again!.
i couldn't stop thinking about that. fuck right.
wanted to say everything out.
i don't want to care anymore.
you have your freedom. you have all the rights.

it's just so sucks okay.
i wanted to die so much now.
.. or even clear my memory.

TAGS REPLIES -x

tian xia no.1 er zi - i where got emo sia?.
MARIS - sec3 got meh?. i remember is chinese oral. english is presentation ma.
angelia - i got emo meh?. i'm sad luh ):
chloe! - yo, laogong!. long time never tag me. i had fun with you & angelia.
angelia - have more outing. i told chloe next time we go shopping together (: loveyou
T.SINLE - hello(: tag more

jh - hello dewdew. i update ler (: tagtag

.. to chloe! & angelia - thanks for cheering me up. love both of you

hey peeps. didn't blog for days.
got miss me?. lol =x

sister is back from taiwan. & she bought mario bear!.
have been snatching from her every night. haa
my next target is lugi bear. (:
not in the mood for this couple of days.
sucks okay!. @#$%^&@#$%^&*
ASS . feel like scolding all sorts of language out.
fuck fucking fucker.

went to see doctor on thursday after school,

after having lunch with angelia.

the doctor give me 4 medicine. i only ate two

cause one medicine is pill. i don't take pill. will vomit =/

another is for rinse the mouth. -.= don't know how to use.

meet angelia and chloe yesterday.
had lunch at cavana. walkwalk
( angelia, she is love sick ma. cannot blame her for being sicko ) =/
they accompany me back home as my sis called me to pack food for her.
thanks babe!.
then went to fairprice. kinder bueno!. wahaha
after which walk to block 148 there, sat and chit chat.
chat around 740pm?. angelia called her father to fetch her
her dad reach, and we went off.
thanks for cheering me up girls.
i love angelia and chloe.

i haven take my medicine -.=

cough like dog the whole day. damn it

had attire check in the morning.
& aha, mdm azah check until the sec5 classes and she didn't check us cause bell has rang
she asked me our class check ler ma, i say haven & she give me a funny face

first two period starts with mother tongue. maomao, imiss you luh. lol =x
followed by chemistry lesson.
Mr. Tan is so funny. give a some riddles related to chemistry
then went to IT resource room for health screening
no problem with eyesight & backbone. yea (:
skipped geography lesson. >.<
actually today know the winner for the island. but .. .. stupid health screen

doze off during social studies lesson.
Mr. Chang brought us to computer lab 1 for Emath lesson. hahaha
i'm very guai ..
i didn't use the computer, but i give Eddie & Vanessa my account for them to log in. :D
i got pay attention even though i'm looking at Eddie playing WarCraft.

choir after school.
went home with angelia after which.

i'm off.
coughing badly.

p.s. won't be blogging much after today ;D

first day of school.
whole class got scolded during F&N.
first period of the day somemore. make my day bad!.
every first period is important. if starts well, will end well too ;D , i say only.
PEEEEEEEEEE ..
played basketball. hees(: long time no touch ball
still got the skill. wakaka =p
left 15minutes. was ask to do 15 inclined pull up.
i got improved sia. last time 1 also cannot pull,
slowly to 5 pull up. today i did 10 pull up :D:D
& practice together with finna. i've got no more strength, able to do 3 more. -.-
today pe lesson is loved. no running.

news from Mr. Chang
next monday onwards, there will be Emaths remedial. holly shit~
mdm salimah changed our seating arrangement during English lesson & LCD lesson
was separated from my lesbian vanessa.
but in the end also together.
got change like no change. about the same. haa
learn how to tie different kind of knot during LCD.
& yea, i managed to tie it. wakaka. FunFun

tomorrow got F&N choice. >.<
another practical exam is on 5April, Saturday.
this time round is teacher choose de.
10students, didn't turn up means zero mark.
hohoho. santa claus is coming to town

goodbye(:

i'm not happy!. just feeling sad.
i mind you words. i mind how you say ..
your words sound hurtful to me though i'm smiling.

-

i just walked back home.
the pathway that we i walked home!.
i think back about many many things.
i shouldn't appear infront of you that point of time.
i causes all this things to happen.
not only feeling emo .. i just couldn't explain how i feel ):

that's it.
i cannot control my emotional.
i don't know how to express my feelings.
i wish that i was not living in this is world.
i wish that i was not born to this world at all.
i cannot predict what will happen next,
but i wish that i can predict.
i wish that i have the sixth sense, even though it's scary.
i wish that everything can go back to normal.
& i really wish alot

-

i'm sorry for being so attitude just now.
i'm sorry that i couldn't control my attitude.

sian sian sian sian sian !.
school reopen in a few hours later.
have to go back to school life,
no more late sleep & wake up early.

homework left undone.
haa.
& i can't sleep now.
currently talking to __

i don't wish you to come back to this house.
i don't give it a damn!.
you not happy, can leave.
don't everytime come back give a face like everybody owes you!.
we don't owe you, but you did.
i can't be bother anymore. F*

-

many of your just care about yourself,
did you really care about other peoples feeling including your love ones?.
you only want yourself to be happy.
but, do you know that your happiness only bring others their sadness.
don't you think is a lil unfair to the other?
you do idiotic things to get something you want,
you don't care for the others at all. but only yourself
i can say that you are really selfish!.
it's just a lil stupid.

does everyone live with two faces?

i just hate myself & this world
it's just so unfair!.

EDITED*

watched news.

then i realised my house here got car accident!.

directly my block someone.

i'm so shocking. i don't know cause i slept like a PIG

that shows i sleep peacefully -.-

1. neoprint we took :DD2. angie ; phanie
3. iloveyou (:

finally i can sleep back ..

now i woke up by my house phone!!. angry

slept for another two hours. better than nothing

i think i going to sleep back again. cause i very tired ..

& he still didn't wake up. oh my ... ;D

holly shit~

have yet to start my holiday homework, left untouched

only half complete my emath homework, left one chatper

and the chapter i had most. plus understanding the least!.

i can't be bother to do my science work liao ..

ARE YOU GOING TO BE A CAT, OR A DOG?. damn it
i'm very not happy. haa


i'm tired, but can't get to sleep anymore. i sleep only 5hours
i cough like hell, & i swear that i gonna buy some herbal tea or cough medicine?. haa
this is the worst sore throat i never had!.


YESTERDAY :D

went to angelia's house first because is still raining
slacked, eat tibits ( that cause my sore throat even worst ), watch tv .. ..
waited for dew dew to come. they played dota -.-
watch shrek until 830pm. walked to causeway
dewdew and marco went to get something,
while angelia and I went to causeway.
we've got nothing better to do. so we take neoprint (:
... to entertain ourselves. lol

had dinner @KFC, and the two boys came back
called andy ask him to meet us.
planned to watch Rule No.1 , but NC16
bought tickets for water horse instead . nice show :D
movie last for 1hour 40minutes?.
andy went home
went to ton at a hill near our school. freaking cold even though i wear two jacket. my foot numb
damn the mosquito. i got 11bite!.
saw shooting stars. my reactions was like, ehhh angelia i saw it, i saw it!. haa
can't stand the coldness. decided to leave
bought MOPIKO OINTMENT from cheers. my foot look as red as an apple!. ass mosquito
accompanied dewdew & marco for breakfast at admiratly mcdonald's

around 530-6am. headed back to the hill to watch sunrise.
saw another shooting stars. this time round angelia saw it
so beautiful .. haa
sat and gaze at the stars. talked about planets and satellite.
i only saw it rise. but never saw the sun.

all of us already sick except dewdew,
it will be even worst

p.s. will upload some pictures when i got it. :D


i will take care of myself,
don't worry (:

good morning (:
wake up early today. like again
but, for the sake of my sister
she's going for a one week holiday to TaiWan, my favourite place :)
bon voyage sister. i will miss your nagging de. haa
takecare. see you in one week time, next wednesday.
don't miss me, cause i know you will. =x


HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA (: ; my lesbian

raining cats & dogs yesterday -.-
meet Taufiq and guys at boots and shoes.
bring some umbrella for them.
they went to mdm salimah's condo first
& meet Angelia, Finna and Marco for lunch
walkwalk around, looking for Vanessa's birthday present
bought a necklace (:
finna bought lunch for her sister and went home
walking for Eddie to come. he is super slow =/
he came with that NICE shirt. Lol
meeting Finna at interchange. planned to take bus 912.
but the queue is soooooooo long. and the bus is slow
Angelia make a move first, she's not feeling well
cab-bed to the condo instead.
the guys one cab while finna & me another cab.
rain like shit okay!.
reached. prepare the food and start BBQ.
got shelter, rain also don't care =x teehee
muhaimin keep helping vanessa and me to take food
i didn't eat alot acutally, instead of vanessa
she keep muhaimin, i want this this this. Lol
snap snap snap with some peeps.
played water and the baby pool
& like what the F*, i fell down. Everybody there was laughing at me. so paiseh =.=
Eddie is the first to tell Vanessa i fell down
my jean wet like HELL!. feel so irritated.
cut cake for vanessa. haa
the cake is so cuteeeeeee-x. but i didn't take photo.
yesterday is the first time i cut cakes for people. i've got no skill ;D
Vanessa, Eddie, Ben, TingHui, Jane, FeiFei, Rong Zhou and i left first
left mostly the malays. =x
meet up andy. walked to interchange with vanessa and eddie
took 962 to sembawang.

& goodbye (:
photos will be uploaded


you make me worry like nuts.
i wake up in the middle of the night everyday.
why?

here are some of the pictures taken on 23022008 ; saturday

Aesthetic Night

1. (:2. (: too
3. 4. what kind of expression is that?. >.<
5.
6. rong yao is so tall!. i'm so short ):
7.
8. my pig son!. (:

9.

10.
11. shoccccccccccck
12.

have yet to upload pictures taken on 01032008

haven received the pictures. haa (:

good morning everyone (:

i just can't get myself into bed.
i sleep late, wake up in the middle of the night,
& i wake up super early!.
i've been thinking lots this few days.
should i let it go or not?
should i, or should i not?
tell me.

class gathering later (:
update when i'm back again.
& gonna upload some photos taken past few weeks

however, i ought to try
even though it's getting tougher and tougher.
i'm not strong enough to block that feeling

just came back from school & causeway point.
played games with choir. haa
secret number. because the sec1s join us?.
loser had to burst a balloon. scary
games ended around 230pm, ms yee is waiting outside music room already.
fun to say actually. (:
learn new song.
raining heavily
bused to causeway after which & stuff*

finally!.
i buy top up card. Lol.
will be changing phone either this week or next week. yea(:

goodbye

hello(:

i can't get back to sleep.
it's still so early now!. >.<
having flu, & cough like HELL.
going back to school for choir later, hope i can still sing, (:


从朋友， 变成敌人了吗？
为什么会变成这样！

hello(:
didn't update for week ler.
haa.
holiday now. sian eh
i've got nothing to update.
won't be updating here too much, but other blog (:


green apple, imissyou eh.
i wanna get high again!. Lol

last day of school for term 1.
classroom cleaning during the last period.
& our classroom are filled of rubbish. haa
newspaper & worksheets are everywhere.
i've got to clean two table.
one is mine, other is wenshen's.
he's absent for two days. plus i'm the one who drew on the table. =x

got back report book.
only passed 2 out of 5 subjects. combined science and chinese.
needta work even harder for mid-year, i guess?.

slacked at home the whole afternoon.
had dinner at my grandma house first.
off to causeway point to meet shirley (: ,
long time no see
helped my sister to return books first.
then shop-ped around
bought a necklace. nice
reached home,
sister ordering pizza. omg!.
i'm gonna fat for how many kilos again?.

boo.

going to meet finna and angelia soooooooon.
helping out to take food
goodbye (:

alot of upcoming events

today -x BBQ
12 of march -x class gathering at mdm salimah's condo
13-15 march -x vanessa's birthday chalet.

faint .


29 february 2008 ; Friday

happy birthday Eddie korkor!. & weiyang. (:
four years one time birthday. haa

had a small party in class during recess.
mdm salimah bought a small cake.
sang birthday song for eddie!. eh, got touch dao ma?. lol.
after school,
celebrate eddie's birthday at seoul garden with peeps. (:
birthday boy left around 230pm
he gonna meet his girlfriend. haa
then we continue to eat and play :)
let around 3pm.
wenta art corner to make something. hees
finally, i had my first piercing. is pain de loh =/
i shout then everybody come to power 9. paiseh daooooooo!.
went home. bathe..
to woodlands centre to meet finna and angelia.
bought BBQ stuff for tomorrow's Mr Heng's farewell.
had fun with honeydew mango finna and angelia.