there's nothing more to say

Extremely tired!

Must be another lie

I wondered how will it be like tomorrow.
tired/-

Love

I'm going to try to speak the words
that my heart wants you to know
I want you to see what you mean to me
and why I love you so.

Nobody else can know my thoughts
and touch my soul like you can
No one can melt my heart like you do
simply by holding my hand.

With a loving glance or a tender kiss
you make my cares disappear
Warm thoughts of you surround me
and always keep you near.

I need nothing more from you than this
to know that you'll always be mine
And the promise of your love in my life
until the end of time.

iloveyou

for all i care

Got to welcome our new classmate, daniel.
there's no F&N coach today! Jane May and myself was waiting at the library inner room. we are surfing websites instead of doing coursework. SHOW is so handsome. Thank May for giving me the teenage book :D
common test for term 1 are around the corner, two more weeks ._.
i almost fall asleep in all subjects. after resting so long over the holiday.
i want stage's everything (: especially the candyman parka red jacket.

it's all about S-T-A-G-E !

Anyway, i saw a girl in black ( MAY NEO HUI MEI ) when i am having my reunion dinner last sunday. she came to said hello! Lol.

Happy Moo Year! (:

for who i care,
you're the one deep inside my heart,
and it will never change.

isit this the way

i swore that i hate the year of ox! things didn't seem to be progressing. it didn't starts well.
no new year excitement. little enen is so cute!

there's no more replacement.

oh dear, i fall asleep in class, also feel very restless today!
haven been sleeping enough resulted in pimples popping out! ): i want pimple-free on new year eve.

such a pity that time cannot be turn back.
past memories is always beautiful because it only happened once.

time will never return

facing the problem myself, hiding in my little world sheding precious tears.

school as usual nothing much to say. just that there's a little problem to some of my classmates.
had a mini CNY celebration. Received CNY cards and sweets from the Malay friends. thank :D

i don't want to be myself but ..
i have to be myself.

full of upside down

Angelia left the class earlier for their North zome tournament. i hope they will win!
PE was great today. Had free games as Ms Thia was in-charge in the Da Lian thing. the class played floorball. i watched them playing. Haha
Had physics for coach after school. Mr Flavin was late by 30mintues. the guys were loitering outside the corridor with their own chair, some were doing push-up? and they claimed that they are punished.
Mdm Azah said that there will be a small celebration of CNY tomorrow during contact time.

YES! Finna is getting on my nerves =/ she came to me and said, 'JieYi, i will be getting VAIO laptop today'. Afterward she added on this, actually i am getting yesterday, but the colour i wanted run out-of-stock. :@
lucky she didn't get red. Haha.
i told you i will post here. :D


If theres something you wanna tell your loved ones, say them now. Cause you'll never know when he or she will leave. By the time they're gone, everything is just too late

HELLO.
saying hello is easier than goodbye. saying a goodbye will take forever.

i have been so moody for the whole day. but i am really appreciate people who concern about me.
Daddy, i want money! :D & Mummy, faster buy the thing i want ! ;D
going out now. goodbye (:

did F&N researched in library during school hours. When i am about to shut down the computer, GUESSED WHAT! The document cannot be save. All my introduction and research are gone and i have to re-do it all over again. :@ All thank to the computer (:

talked to my brother last night about what Mdm Sung said. Mummy asked me to take up tuition but i didn't want to. Seriously, i am affected and demoralized by the speech, the chart, the statistics. shan't talked about this matter. otherwise i will be moodswing again.
you don't have to make unwanted to our class even if you don't like our class, think that our class has no hope. teacher are to encourage students and teach them, not making unwanted remarks.

Moodswing today! i really hate people who knock onto someone without saying sorry! i just don't know why. Since Mdm shuryati is away for a one month course, i have to bring textbook home to revise myself.
Still not prepare for tomorrow's audition.

didn't had a good sleep last ( few ) night, having dream
you're always with me.

where i belong?

Brother is backed from Thailand last night. Mummy claimed that he did buy something for me. (:


half of my days was spoilt for don't know what reasons. ever since MT lesson onwards my mood isn't good. especially during recess. My mood from normal dropped all the way down to worst than any other feeling. F*king moodswing. keep saying people indirectly or just say that person.
my mood then slowly went back to normal.

intended to update blog last night, but due to my laziness .. i sign in and out.
i have been wearing spectacles for about six days already and my eyes is not totally recovered! still dry and itchy. so i continued rubbing until it turned red. D:
Muscles ache which caused on Monday PE lesson still have yet to recover. Feel the pain when climbing stairs. shall see how i will die for tomorrow mass run. =/
So surprisingly that i haven fall asleep in class yet since school reopened (: even if it was those boring subjects, i am able to keep myself awake. Guessed if it was the past Phanie, i may have lied down and fallen asleep already.
Coach! lesson was cancelled today! guessed there's some changes in the timetable but our subject teacher were not informed.

anyway, our class celebrated the January babies birthday yesterday
( Hao Chuan, Chong Wei, Khalijah & Falmuhaimin ) during contact time. Managed to capture some photos but lazy to upload the photos now. =x

I'm happy for now!

i witnessed it

Firstly, got to congrats Wen lee, who scored 10points for her O's and be the top scorer in her school.
i've witnessed the students receiving their results. Some cried with joy and some cried with sadness. this are the things that will happen every year, i must say. i think this will happen to me next year ):

Today's PE is a tough one. I almost faint. =/ Headache + giddy. i didn't exercise for 3 long months already.
Ms thia postponed the height and weight measurement to next week. -.=
i am so eager to find out how FAT am i.

I did something good today :D i found a handphone in the ladies and i passed to Mdm Azah. The owner then got her phone back. This shows that i has integrity. The boys said why you pass to teacher? you should keep for yourself. i feel that the phone isn't very good anyway. Mdm Azah ask me to go receive the ( don't know what thing ) during morning assembly. but i told her i don't want to, feels so embarrassing. =/
will be receiving F&N question tomorrow. Teacher said that it might turn out to be a difficult task as last year's question is quite easy. So i am praying hard now that the task will not be a difficult one. otherwise i has to crack my brain hard. Last year i got problem handling 20pages. This year must be at least 40pages!
@#$%^&*&^%$#

when will it be the last?

stop deceiving yourself

Fringe up everyday :D
had practical during F&N lesson. baked fruit muffins (:
COACH! programme start next monday. Mr Junus asked us to proceed to the hall to take a look at the students taking O'level result. cool! This will reflect ourselves next year. Haha
after school, headed to causeway for lunch with the girls. tmd the water, splashed onto my uniform while i am trying to save my wallet on the table. so lame okay! And my uniform turned PINK straight away after it dry.
headed home after lunch. still haven buy physics practical book -.- homework to be done!

really scare of choir audition. there is one solo part for the soprano. The pitch is so high.

is there one and only me?

with those jokers around in class, there will be laughters. the way they spoke really can make you laugh.
i tried to keep myself awake for several times especially during chemistry lesson.

i got to know something about choir. there are some conflicts among the girl? lol. or infact, everyone detest her? i don't want to take audition!!
i has a great fall just now. my whole foot fell into the drain. )': And yes, i cried!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIS & YVONNE

• woke up at 7am
• so called 'learn' the orientation song then warm up for one hour
• short meeting with ms yee for tuesday orientation programme
• hang the banner
• lunch-ed at causeway point kfc
• wrapped sweets at civic centre

next saturday got audition. haven learn well enough! D: tuesday got to audition the secondary one students. this year will be a busy year.

• sec1 orientation
• Funfair
• F&N coursework
• SYF
• & the bloody CIP!! distribute leaflets again!

first day of school

school was pretty fine today. got to know who our subjects teacher are, & mdm azah was our form teacher.
she only teaching the malay students and taking us for LCD. so i will be seeing her too much (:
the rest of the subjects teacher are almost the same as last year 4N3 teacher but exactly the same for 4N2. so no different to me.
quite a number of boys wanted to drop F&N, probably because we cannot cope. two coursework to be done. next tuesday will be getting the task from teacher.
this year choice COACH! programme start super fast, which is in the second week. D:
like got no time to rest. must chiong!
i will remember what andy told me. MUST STUDY HARD! (: all of us study hard together luh.

after school lunch at pizza hut with julie, yana, finna and faz! great chat with them:D
i left earlier due to some reason. hehe. i think only finna knew it.

not feeling very well now.

• headache
• no appetite for food
• vomit
• diarrhea
• breathing difficulties.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! ESPECIALLY THE ONE I LOVE :D

I'M CURRENTLY WAITING FOR ANGELIA TO COME BACK FROM HER RELATIVE HOUSE!
HEHE.
I LOVE ANGELIA TAN! NOT FORGETTING SIN LE.