guess uu've your girl lerhhs .
nn ii give uu my bless .
stay happy ah ! nn remember to take care of yourself
don't always s xxx e , it is bad for your health .

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choir today , dear call me at 7am
hmm , prepared and ii meet jaslyn aiai at interchange . sorry ah , i was LATE !
cause uu to late too .
warm up nn ms yee came . went down to parade square to sing , the weather is so hot
went to cwp to have lunch with aiai , yuhui and joslin .
walk around cwp . since we don't feel like going home .
joslin went home lerhhs .
went to library with my two LOVERS . kinda guai hoh .
msg dear . hahas
tired*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YENFUNG

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school as usual . mdm foong was absent for 1week . donno what happen to her
pe lesson , MR Ben bully me ! LOLs ><
run 4rounds , then inclined pull up > thanks finna , help me to balance ah !
then shuttle run . hurt my feet luhs* LOLs
maths , ms lim didn't come . so no maths test loh .
after school , look for yuhui , jia le and jaslyn aiai .
went to party world then . kinda fun loh
suddenly cry out . listen to those song , and memories flash back . sobsob )':
dear msg me ask me where i am !
went to meet him while jiale waiting for her mummy and yuhui went home .
his sister there luhs . i like paiseh sia .
then his sister di siao him . funny loh , LOLs
saw chloe laogong at interchange . so you yuan loh . ahas xD
dear sent me home .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PHAN JIA LE ; CLARA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINE TAN ; AH TAN

> if uu were to leave me ,
i will hold uu tight , nn never let uu go !

i still kept the bear you've given me
nn your name have not change in my contact .
is still that five letter .
memories haunt me !

didnt sleep well cause of the lightning and thunderstorm .
i fear of that !
back to class for silent reading , cause the floor is wet - raining
we didnt switch on the lights until ms lim bin came into our class and switch it on .
tired luhs*
mdm foong was absent again .
mr justin came into our class and scolded us . he said our class got no unity , i agree with that actually =/
went to hall for mass exercise instead of mass run . zzz !
next , double period of english . hilarious luhs*
playing games . haas
mother tongue and i ask maohanhan , why i call my name ' my name ' :D
she also don't know loh . she still want to ask me why i call 桔伊 .
but i told her i got change name before . so she say ' ohhh '
and ask her about why people name cannot have 三点水 de . because mine name cant have that . haas
and she say what 金， 木， 水， 火， 土 de . LOLs
felt so sleepy the whole day . zzz !
went to library during F&N lesson .
i di siao mr ng by calling him wei de , when i saw him there . he relief our class during the second period of F&N . hahas , he heard me calling him wei de and gave me that look :D
saw wei yang at causeway point . he still remember me , not bad ah .
back home , bath and off to grandma house to have my dinner .
slept after i have my dinner . super tired luhs , i buey tahan liao .
sure become fat de norhs , xD !
tomorrow lesson will be a boring ones . all double period de loh . zzz !
nothing much to elaborate , im off toddles ! :D

`hate for who i am ! ]:
i dont wish to be like this
learn to forgive && forget .

iisimplyadoreshim . muackks :D

did not have a good sleep actually . cause of the lightning and thunderstorm .
i fear of that !
silent reading , went to class room
we actually didnt switch on the light , most of us are sleeping , until ms lim bin came into our class and switch on .
mdm foong was absent - again .
nn mr justin came in and scold our class .
he said our class got no unity , and i agree with it
went to hall for some exercise instead of mass run . cause the floor was wet - raining
mr ben was pissed off by us . he shouted at us , nn i was like ~~
never see him so angry before loh .
after that was double period of english , hilarious luhs*
had crossword puzzle , nn a game call sparkles . fun luhs*
me and angelia finish the crossword puzzle first . hahas .
and the sparkles i was the first to out . dont really want to play that game
until i say i dowan to play when it comes to my turn . nn ms lim and me was like ' shock ' xD !
mother tongue , i ask maohanhan why my name call ' my name '
and she also want to ask me loh . in the end , i also don't know , cause i got change name before mahs .
so she like , ohhhh . haas ! we were like so obedient during her lesson yesterday and today . haas
felt so sleepy the whole day . zzz !!
went to library during F&N lesson .
hahas . i go and di siao mr ng by saying wei de when next relief teacher came in . hahas
and he heard it . die die luhs*
he gave me that look . LOLs
tomorrow lesson will be a bored ones ! all like double period again . zzz
nothing much to elaborate . im off toddles !


`hate me for who i am ! ]:
that's not i want to be .

period of time didnt update lerhs .
while , school reopen lerhs . can't get to sleep much , have to wake up early liao . zzz
lessons as usual . started with double period of english
did our newspaper report . hmm , anyhow write luhs .
follow by single period of social studies . first time ii was attentive okay .
but almost fall asleep luhs* but ii chose to write notes , so as ii wont fall asleep loh .
geography , and me was like standing infront of the whole class doing funny things loh . LOLs
paiseh de can , xD .!
mdm foong was absent today . relief teacher came in , cherie ann and me was saying the same thing
why got a bangla coming in . xD ! bad luhs*
so boring , ask james to sing for us , but he dowan loh .
ahas , never mind luhs* hees . thought of his thing again . don't sad ah ! james , ii will always support uu de .
assembly , the topic was boring can ! =.=
choir , warm up and ms yee came .
down to parade square to sing , because of next week de assembly programme . abit paiseh luhs*
nn bla bla bla . hees [:


`remember to take care of yourself ah ! [:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TING YI KEE !

choir later and i guess i gonna be late again
have to reach school by 1230pm , now already 1150pm
think gonna take a cab to school le .
i dowan fine , dowan run . haas
choir audition later . hmm , kinda nervous luhs*

i've not change .
the one who change is you ! ):
you make me choose to do it that way .
don't blame me any further .
sorry !

while talk about yesterday thingy first .'
alarm rang at 63oam , need to go back to school because of the science day
tired luhs* and i sleep back and woke up at 7am
meet chloe laogong at marsiling first , was late for 5mins . SORRY ><
bus-ed to cwp and meet angla - angelia .
went to mac to have breakfast , chat about that bitch de things . LMAO~
was late to school luhs* reached around 8:50am , late for 20mins ! xD
did some experiment , fun actually .
tired* doesnt want to do those stuff , but if didnt complete , cant get to go the other station .
surprising that our group won the 5th prize ! lalalas~ , CHOCOLATEeeeee

memories kept*

staying at home the whole day and making me so siian !
finally now have something to do luhs*
using brother lap-top , somehow ii find it weird weird de !
this lap-top so weird !!! laggggggg


`Everything Is My Fault . You're Have NO Wrong !
Blame Me For Who I Am ! I Always Wrong .
You're The One Who Make Me To Do That - That Day ,
What About Your Her ( xxxxxx ) , You Said You Regret !
While , You Can't Decide My Choice Now .
My Two KOR Is Right , What They Say Really Make Me Think Of Alot Of Things .
I Felt Guilty At First , But After I Heard What She Told Me That Morning ,
I Think That I So Stupid . So Foolish !
You Lie To Me . Im Kept Everything
Is My Fcuking Fault Alright , Put All The Blame On Me NOW !
PISSED OFF !
wo zhen de cuo le !

Our Memories , Will Only Kept In My Mind .
Thanks For What You Have Given Me .

`What Am I To You Guys ?
Showing Me All Your Fcuking Attitude !
I Had Enough

PROMISE is NOTHING , but LIES !

back from stadium , and ii totally don't have the energy to walk anymore .
leg cramp now . urghhhhhhhh
got fourth ! hahas . while , ii thought ii will be the last , xD .!
isabelle and me was like so nervous luhs . not feeling well before the run , feel like vomit . xD !
congrats to alistair , got second for his 15oom run ! :D
congrats to regina , got third for her 8oom run ! :D && junru , she got first ! :D
&& marco kor , got third for her 15oom run ! :D

school was usual today luhs !
no running during pe lesson today , but inclined pull up and standing broad jump .
hmm , whoever pass standing broad jump then can play free game .
iim the first girl to jump , followed by angla - angelia . was chatting with her all the way !
play volleyball with her .
mother tongue , maohanhan brought us to ava - continue watching "the wesley myterious file" .
not paying attention to mr tan during chemistry lesson . chatting away with ting hui and eddie kor , xD .!
&& mr tan was like kinda pek chek with us loh .
continue with our e-maths test which we have not finish doing last friday .
another 15minutes . left with only two question .
still got time left , and ii found out that ii've lots of careless mistakes , hahas . able to change the answer .
got back our report card at the last period . flunk two subject , combined science and combined humanities ]:
mdm foong came in and change our sitting arrangement ,
she put me in the front row can . wth ! =.= all of us are separated ! pek chek
and she says she wana see me and ii was like walao ehs~
she says that ii should change my attitude . she say that iim not like this at the first two month of this year
say my attitude look like a ah xxxx ! shit her . xD !
wanna call my parent is it ? go ahead ! get scolding only mahs
im just myself okay . no one can change my attitude .
and say my attitude like marco they all liao . say my attitude like them . shit you ! xD
forget it . si eddie kor ~ keep guai lan me . urghhhhhhhhh ! see if you dare to guai lan me again .

i simply adores him ! [:

been a long time since i last post .
many things actually happened recently
rejected him once and again , sorry !
while ii really don't have any interest towards you ,
you get hurt now rather than in the future . don't waste your time on me , please ! (;
and ii was like don't know how to face him actually ,
and marco and friends tell me to forget about the past , and accept him .
let me ask you , do you think it is easy for me to forget about the past ?
if ii can forget about the past , wo zao jiu forget liao loh .
no need wait until now .
while , ii don't want to lie to myself . sorry ><
ii've been waiting for him once again . although ii know it is impossible ]:
but , ii will follow my heart .
ii don't really know why he want me to accept him ,
and .. tears rolled down my cheek , and was like :'(
emo

don't know why nowadays , ii feel so tired
no matter how much ii slept , ii will still feel tired .

mass run today . run with jaslyn aiai .
leg pain again . lao mao bing fa zuo
my leg are getting weaker and weaker each day ! ]:

lesson as usual .
haven start my F&N coursework .
and ii don't even know how to start !

sorry guys , ii couldn't control my temper nowadays .
if ii thrown my attitude to you guys , iim sorry .
because something really prop up in my mind . dui bu qi !

`ii really hate her can !
feel like slapping her ! grrrrrrrr !
ii've been tolerating you very long lerhhs .
STOP your attitude !

TAGS REPLIED~

JIALE - you too . don't be sad lerhhs ! smile [: we must be strong norhs

ANGELIA - hais , cheer up too . take care

YUHUI - linked*

CHLOE/. - laogong~ don't worried luhs . i will take care of myself de . okies ! must learn to let things down . i am strong , okay ! smile too [:

JOS - thanks .

MAY - linked*

early in the morning was being scolded by MR . Justin because we are our the last class to assemble . LOLs !
supposed to sit according to register number , but Aizat and friends are not sitting according to register number . it was like so ... ... =.=!
Mr . Justin says he want our class to remain first , so is like he told us that we are always the last class to assemble during morning assembly and recess assembly . and he already warn us not to hang around when changing of lesson , but he still see it . haas
also he says he's not going to give us anymore warning , if this happens again , he will send the whole class for mass detention~ .

had 2.4 trail run today . ><
run with finna and angelia luhs* we walk for almost 4 round .
totally not in a mood to run , so we walk instead of running . xD
Anshari keep ask me to run , and he seems to be angry .
Benjamin had finish , while we still have two more rounds to go . ahhaas , we're so slow !
eventually , we fail luhs* exactly 19mins , my first time failing my trail run . rest~
Angelia and i keep laughing at other people running de style , hilarious larhs* [:
MR . Ben says whoever pass their first and second trail run can play free games for next week pe lesson .
Angelia and i was like siian diao . he should say early ma ! grrrrrr ><

went to chemistry lab , yeah !
was playing with derick's phone . ahhaas (:
had e-maths test , did not manage to finish it , left with two question
i find the test easy actually . the number are small , it much easy to solve .

went to fragrant with jiale and yokethin , and the guys
had been a long time since i last went to fragrant .
memories filled within me ! ]:
slack at the void deck while the guys are playing basketball
excuse me~ the weather is so hot can .
saw vivian , vivien and ruoshan . vivien had two cigarettes , and i took one from her .
but i didn't smoke luhs* cause i don't know how to use that lighter . haas

suddenly no mood . hais
took 901 and back home .
saw pei hao at interchange , and i was like so suay can~
don't feel like talking to him de loh .

`i don't know , it's confusing me .
im sorry


totally not satifised with the result i had for my common test~

English - 23/45
OVERALL - 65

Mother Tongue - 54/80

Social Studies - 7/30
OVERALL - 50

Geography - 11/50
13/20 (RETEST)

e-maths - 18/30
OVERALL - 64

Physics - 8/30
OVERALL - 38

Chemistry - 7/30
OVERALL - 42

mass run this morning , and i walk more than i run . hahas !
had my second cycle de english presentation today .
was nervous at first , but i began to nervous when the others are presenting . but i can make it luhs*
marco's presentation is funny de loh . LMAO~ [:
marco told me something about derick during F&N lesson .
hmm , but too bad luhs* . i won't __ now , and i can't ]:
field events today . suppose to go for high jump , but i didn't go , cause i can't go
because i got choir . sad larhhs
went to the hall to take a look , finna and yuan yuan saw me and ask me to report , but i can't na , and i scared tooooo . haas
angelia got first for high jump . woooooots
choir after school , warm-up and went for sectional .
ends around 530pm like that . it's raining . WTH~
i all drenched !

`i don't have interest towards you , neither do i want to be a friend of yours
please STOP calling me before you get a scolding by me !

`so what if you are my gan di ? i don't give it a dam
stop showing your attitude to me