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upside down

好一个沉重的心。

alone

a bad day ..

screwed O'level Listening Comprehension. I wasn't concentrate to the radio broadcast. Somehow my mind was at another side :(
Dinner at Lot1 with Angelia and Sinle. HK cha can ting is so much better as compared to HK cafe, as in taste.

New hairstyle. A brand new Phanie. I think i will die and be super frustrated tomorrow. F&N will really spoil my mood. Seriously hate IT Resource Room 3 computer! super lack and cannot open my file. And i have to re-do the table again @^%$#@% !!!

currently down with slight flu, sore throat.

undesirable

直直的照着两个人的 晚霞正在闪耀着

到现在为止好象没感觉到什么

内心深处热热的

说什么即使一个人也无动于衷

这样劝说着 也只是对自己说谎

像这样生活过 但是

从今以后与你永不分离

无论多少次 都会给你

你所找寻的东西 溶化所有的迷惑

有生之年 forever love

斜坡上 靠近的长长的影子

握着的手的触觉

温柔的 柔软的

好象抹去了苦闷的感觉

在描绘着怎样的未来呢

幼年的你的样子在空中

浮现出来 找寻到的一号星

现在送给你

无论多少次 都会歌唱

为了如此重要的你

在这个世上的唯一的 确实的

宝物 believe in love

无论什么时候

都有始终守护的自信

刺入心中的那棵刺

如果将它拔除 我们互相拥抱着

遥望那无止境的梦想

无论多少次 都会实现

你所期望的全部

在这个世上唯一的 确实的

有生之年 我们两个人

missing in action

Currently wouldn't be using phone at the moment. If you're lucky, you can get through me. I just need some peace.

Feel so unwell now. I seriously wonder why am i sweating like a pig in the middle of the night when the air conditioner is on. I felt so dizzy and weak. Till i need to sit down on the kitchen floor to eat bread. And the feeling is back now.
Isn't bad to fall sick anyway. Cause can lose some fats.

Creatures

A heavy heart.

I'm sorry to say that I hate you when I don't.

Sad to say, I'm speechless.

You made my life upside down.

Your existance did make a huge difference.

/-

You made me realise all this was a nightmare. It's all my wishful thinking, it wouldn't happen at all. I hate this life.

/

Mother Father
If i were to know who, you will be in dead meat :)

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Someone doesn't know the defintion of thicked skin.

My flesh, my heart

When the rose are died.

When will it come to an end, a absolute ending?

screwed it

youre my forever love.

ORAL SCREWED IT! DAMN IT. No more distinction. I'm done with the oral for less than five minutes. My teacher said perhaps i spoke too fast already. OMFG! I noticed everyone expression were all the same. And i really wondered why when i felt nervous, my brain are not functioning. Cannot think of anything else to add on. After the oral, I can think of many things to say. Damn it! Everything gonna depend on Listening Comprehension, which is next Wednesday.

After oral, went to Causeway with Jane and May to get tomorrow's ingredients. We spent one hour at Cold Storage choosing fish. And thanks to May as she bought one YanYan for me :D
Comfirm guarantee, I wouldn't be able to handle tomorrow's practical. Screw it ..

Test

Time really flies so fast. I cannot believed that it's already Mid July now.

Really got quite stressed up recently. Test after test.
Like today, Physics formula and SI unit Test, which i scored full marks :D Followed by E.Math test during Coach, which i will flunk it badly.
Tomorrow O'level Mother Tongue Oral.
Thursday: O'level F&N Coursework Part B practical exam, which i seriously so clueless about how to shallow fry the fish. Really regretted to choose that method of cooking. And, I don't know how and where to get the fish @%^&^%$@
Friday: Chemistry test. Topic on Speed of Reaction, a topic which i feel so confusing, as well as, Acid, Salt and bases.

Not forgetting O'level Prelim is one month away only. And i feel so reluctant to take tomorrow Oral. Gonna bang the wall hard if tomorrow oral turn out to be hard. The easy topic came out last week. And back to hard on Monday.

I'm sure i will feel very tire for the first three period tomorrow. Because it's bloody 3 periods of F&N !

I have tons of work for me to do now! @$$#$%^%$

What else?

A number of cases happened in our class. There'll be canning one day after MT Oral. Something I doesn't like it and does not want it to happen. I never never expect this would happen again.
I felt so tired, now.

I don't know which are true. And i no longer trust anyone so easily again. I hate to be fool by -
I feel so disappointed in you. Someone i trusted all along. And it can never be like before, where i can look up for whenever i feeling low.
Maybe you don't feel that way, but i do. Somehow i felt as though you betrayed me.

Good.bye

I don't owe anyone a living.

Things wasn't going right lately. I get so stressed up and wanna fuck everything out. Just leave me alone.
I need to lose some fats now. I need to get my fringe cut.

LJY

LJY is sad now.

LJY is upset now.

LJY is alone now.

LJY is thinking a lot of things now.

LJY feel like crying now.

LJY wants to go out now.

LJY wants to watch movie also now.

All these sudden thoughts ..

What should I do? What should I do?

Aimlessly

What's wrong with me?
Why am i sounded as though I'm starting to anti social.

I mean it

For you

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Where is dream?

I thought my dream has come true, but it's drifting apart again.

Mr Cheng shared his university story with us which i think it make sense and possible. Focus, Study. This is what i should do now. I think i should put other thing aside first.

Missing like nobody business ):

Your every steps

Starting with a new month again. Time passed so fast, it's already July. Missing every little things.

I love Wednesday. Time passes extremely fast. Not sure if it's because the lessons were a little interesting. Started of with 3 periods of F&N which really kills me and hoping for the time to pass a little fast. In order to stay myself awake, I kept walking around the class. Then PE. A fun one with combined of three classes together.

I really enjoyed English lesson. Enjoyed Mrs Heikel's teaching. She actually jokes with the Malay boys together. Our class are having fun studying. I really loves the way she taught us. It's so much different from the ways Mrs Tan taught us before. May be because she knew we're weak in comprehension and she really go into detail and helped us a lot in answering the questions. For now, may be most of us has catch the pattern already.
Seriously, I'm having a big problem in Chemistry. I don't understand the new topic. Probably because I haven been paying attention to Mdm Shuryati.
F&N workshop is a good one! Doing report while playing RC. The teacher has really helped us a lot as well.

I think i need to lose some fats now. Very tired now and seriously need a bed. Has started doing TYS but i think i need to do some revision first. When i reached home, I felt so tired and moodless that I doesn't have the mood to study -.-