suppose to woke up at 8am de . cause 930am choir . but ii woke up at 930am . ahahahas
so reached school about 1030am luhs . went to 3n2
pratice the dance start over and over again .
pratice halfway , kelvin sam and shang ying came . wooooooots
lunch time , sam and shang ying helped us to pack food back to school .
we all is hungry de loh . xD
food is back , have to eat fater , cause choir starts le .
1pm liao . weeets , learn new set piece ! la la la la la
end liao , still stay back to go through the dance steps again .
stayed until 6pm luhs . tired , yawn !!!
ii got a FREE drink . wahahahas ..

lalalas~
i love him luhs !!!. gees , xP .!
missssssss him lots lots . wahahahas

woooooooots .
didn't eat for the whole day ytd luhs . didn't get gastric .
so good . [: lalalas ~
don't feel like working later . but , no choice .
wanna see him ma . ahahahas xD .!

i missssssss him , xD .!

am i starting to avoid him ? i donno !
i'm so sorry , i couldn't get myself an answer .
i donno how to face myself into the solution .
i'm really sorry !! ]: 对不起！
i don't understand myself . hais !!!!!

he think that ii wanna ignore him ,
but , actually is not .
感觉上， 我好像在逃避一切！

didnt get to blog yesterday night . can't get to sign in .
chloe laogong came my house ytd afternoon luhs . cause iim not ready to go out .
then her mother rush her luhs . so , ask her to come my house first . gees xD
then , we went to fragrant . there's only keefe and william niia .
the 4 of us played match luhs .
first match is me and chloe laogong one team , then keefe and william one team .
somehow is girls vesus boys loh . we lose to them .
second match is me and keefe one team , chloe and william one team .
started to rain le . dowan play liao .
hmm , went to yiheng house loh .
same thing , yihuan playing audition , while me , playing play station2 . wahahahas
ii is sian de loh . watch yiheng brother , keefe and william play wrestling . walao eh . bored !!! tired , zzZzz
went home around 830pm . went to grandma house to have dinner . lalalas ~
chatted with luoyun . LOLs .

wake up at 815am this morning . have to go for choir at 930am
have to learn the dance steps .
hmm , chosen song - we're all in this together . high school musical de song .
learn the chorus de steps for one whole morning . now , still got no fully remember .
forgot the wildcats there de steps le . LOLs xD
have to LEARN LEARN LEARN . by thursday ?
haiis , thurday suppose to have choir at 1pm de .
but have to go at 930am again . cause of the dance steps . is sian de loh
but the dance is nice actually luhs . lalalas ~

i missssssss him , xD .!
`please stop raining luhs . cold ~~

i missssssss him , xD .!
MERRY CHRISTMAS , to everyone !

missssssss him luhs . xD

went to jiale house this afternoon . wahahahas ~
marco and joslin was there .
so meet up aiais at interchange , waited for chloe laogong .
then , we went to her house together . gees .!
didnt work today luhs , so sad ! xD cause got family union . wahahahas
i missssssss him , xD .!

` DA er zi will be back today . wahahahas !!!

`girl , no matter what happened , uu still have us . cheer up ! xD .!

21DECEMBER 2006 , THURSDAY

woke up at 730am this morning . super early right ?
and iim super tired . x))
went school to have choir meeting today luhs . at 9am !
meet up jaslyn aiai at interchange at 820am . reached school , and there only 2ppl . wahahahas .
adeline and jane was there niia .
meeting until 11am ba . then , went to party world with jiale and aiai .
hahahas , long time never go le loh . gees , xDD .!
super cold luhs , lucky ii got bring jacket . x))
11am-2pm . sang quite alot of song . and the three of us cry there too luhs .
haiis , but ii cry is when aiai went to toilet , so she don't know . wakakakas
memories luhs . )):
finished le , then went back home . reached home around 230pm luhs .
tiring ~ wanting to get some sleep . so asked sister to wake me up at 345pm .
but , ii was awake by andy's msg . wakao ! ii was like half dead that time .
shoulder pain , sore throat pain too . suck luhs , xD.!
meet aiai at 4pm , boots and shoes . lalalalas ~ we reached there together . only that she took bus , while ii took mrt .
went to kfc buy things eat . ii was hungry luhs . stomach cramp
worked at tampines again . actually like dowan sell de . wahahahas
start work at round 730pm . today sales so call lousy ba . gees

` ii don't love him le ?? )):
give up ~ liao . weeeeeeeets

sleep at 2+am ytsd , but woke up at 9+ this morning . tired luhs !
ytsd tagged with chloe laogong , worked at woodlands . yeah !
meet up chloe first . then went to cwp .
suppose to meet andy them at 430pm outside boots and shoes . but when we reached , no one was there . alamak
thought they was at timezone . but actually not .
hmm , called andy and he was still at home . that time it was going 5pm le .
he asked us to go base block first . but we went to 77th street . get the points le
went to old chang kee to buy something to eat first .
saw william at boots and shoes . yuan lai he is waiting for us luhs . aiyayaya
hmm , almost fall down 2-3times when selling ice cream luhs .
earn 20$ each . ahahahahas
went to cwp . need toilet urgently .
then went to 7-11 to buy food .
saw zhaodong kor , wen long and chee ho , that ya zhui , xD.!
hmm , zhaodong kor say ii cool , cause he say "yo" to me , ii ignore him
ii wanna pretending that ii don't know him de . gees
back home .

`have choir tomorrow morning luhs . have to wake up early le .
should say have meeting for next year de sec1 orientation ba .

going fragrant later . play basketball , yeah .
hope no raining

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta!<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

ii DOWAN raining . cold ~
actually wanna go fragrant this morning de , but all because of the rain loh .
long time never touch basketball , never play match liao . MISSED*
memories !!!

我好想他哦！
还有15 天 。
等待 ，等待！

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

hmm , ytd tagged with chloe laogong .
work at yishun . wahahahs x))
meet up chloe at 415pm at marsiling mrt station . but me and her was late . hees xP.!
saw eepheng at marsiling mrt station .
went to cwp . actually ii wanna go 77th street to redempt the point de , but forgot to bring the card .
went to long john to have my lunch . msg william ask he come first
finish eating liao then he come .
went to arcade first , andy went there to find us . then , yiheng come .
was late le , quickly go off . waiting for chong wei at interchange . saw xiao yang at interchange too . he zhu zu me luhs , then ii go there .
bus haven come yet , chatted with him for several minutes . 969 came , ii tot we suppose to board , then ii realised we're waiting for chong wei .
hmm , xiao yang now selling evergreen de ice cream . he ytd first time do luhs .
he spent all his $ in clubbing saturday . ahahahs xD
chong wei came , went to take cab le , cause is really very late le .
actually xiao yang worked de evergreen is last year ii sell de . saw amelia there .
take 2 cab , share with chloe william . ER er zi XIAO er zi and chong wei one .
took the trolley le , slack at the auntie shop . buy food and drink to eat . ahahahas
ahahas . raining raining raining ! so cold can .
rain stopped , wanted to go to our block with andy and william , but started to rain again . uurgh
rain getting heavier and heavier . shit* went inside the block first . 730pm le , still haven start work . wth
andy wallet lost . guess is lost at the cab . sad for him xP . his ez-link card just made , now lost )):
rain haven stop , don't care le . just go luhs . all drenched . so cold
walk first block nia . when push the trolley down , chloe fall down . ii scared tio
laughing away . dowan sell le . went to look for andy . their block de ppl very good loh .
way to andy's block , chloe fall down again , ii donno she fall down , ii walk infront , heard her scream then ii noe . her short very dirty le .
ytd de ice cream not me and chloe sell de , all is andy and william sell de .
thank you , ANDY and WILLIAM !
thank thank thank . they super great luhs ! xP

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

wake up around 1230pm liydat . DA er zi msg me , ask me go watch movie .
as last 2 week promised to watch movie .
watch cinderella , show time - 320pm .
msg keefe andy aiai william yikee yiheng go .
meet up 2pm actually . was late luhs
called aiai , she said go arcade find them . LOLs
then reached le , only saw DA er zi chong wei william aiai .
went to sweet talk , they drink , but ii didn't . gastric pain again !
XIAO er zi reached le , yeah .
finished buying , showed about to start too , yikee called and was on the way up to 7th storey .
saw ER er zi . so all have reached le , yuppie
woots . the show was like , scary and sad ba . xD
showed end around 445pm .
actually now still donno the story very well . ahahas !
then went long john silver to eat . while me and aiai bought bowl noodles at 7-11 . she wan to eat
back to arcade again . quite fun loh .
waste about 10$ on playing that stupid machine . wasted yikee's $ . LOLs
DA er zi is going malaysia le . bon voyage . take care

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

hmm , no mood today actually .
tagged with yokethin aiai . then work at yishun .
that guai lan de benjamin got work seh . walao eh xP
starting ii was like , dowan to sell liydat . )):
old block again . siian diao .! xD
aiai asked me what happened to me just now ? but ii didnt say . and also donno how to say
then not so moody le loh .
about 830 liydat ER er zi came . LOLs
actually want go chong pang to have dinner . but went to yishun community centre de macdonald .
ER er zi sent aiai home . heeeees !! xD
then 969 again .

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

tagged with er , er zi ytd .
actually tagged with chloe laogong de , but in the end ... ...! ): laogong i miss uu.! xD
sales not very good ba . hmmm
kinda sad actually . but kept laughing away too .
got a news . ii will miss him de ! ))': dowan him to leave .
er zi go take the map . sianx diao , our block is 722 . WTH , while ii saw 722 , is ji tao sianx diao !
then , second block actually is a carpark lai de . think the map got something wrong . xD
no mood to blog . also donno what to blog !
didn't went swimming today .
cause chloe laogong cannot go or something .


` i'm not part of them .

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

kinda sad ytd night when going back to woodlands luhs . )):
hmm , thinking of him . ii dowan !! xD
haiis , crying in the bus . for awhile only .
tagged with aiai ytd . work at tampines .
no mood to sell ytd actually .
have been thinking of those unhappy things that just happened recently !
everything should be alright now . forgive and forget ! ... le !
`read angelia's blog this morning . kinda sad luhs . cause she say she doesn't want to hang around with missing co . although she have already quit missing co , but ...! )):

`phanie doesn't want anything to happen again . ii dowan anymore misunderstanding between missing co again anymore . ii dowan our friendship to be further and further apart ! x)
smile and wait for a new day . each new day , is a new fresh ??? ( wad am ii saying luhs ) ??

why later work tampines again ?
but 700+ de block should be new block le . yeah .
no need to push the trolley down the stairs . heavy

i miss him ,
hao xiang ta !<3
waiting , )):
`phanie LOVEhim

why it seems to be like our fault ?
uu guys have no wrong !! it's right to say us isn't ?
hu are uu to comments on us ? why can't say us greedy infront of us ? must say behind us and is when the both of us didn't work . disappointing >.<
yikee chang shuo , we are more than a big family ! but seriously , ii don't think so .
while we are being backstab ! fine !
ii trusted someone , but that person also got say us . can ii still trust that person ? sad luhs
now , ii have nothing to say .
nobody dares to admit when uu are being ask , " hu say us that time " !
why chose not to say , but answered ii donno ?
donno means can solve everything and uu can escape from us ?
whover dare to say , dare to admit loh . afraid of what ?

actually chloe and me wanna go wild wild wet ytd de .
but on our way to tampines , it started to rain le .
so , we didn't go . but we went shopping . hahas
shop at tampines mall ! hmm , quite siianx de .
buy something for ourselves . and her weeeee weeeeeees ! haas
then , went to timezone to play .
eat alot ytd , kept eating ! fat liao le .
waiting for jaslyn to come .
she reach le , and look so angry . ask her wad happened , she say nothing .
nothing to say ~

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

____________________________________________________________________

TAGGED REPLY !

chloe./ ~ laogong . hahas , xie xie ni . ii will smile de . don't worry ! ((: uu also smile , don't think of those unhappy things liao le .

^.^ & edwin ~ hmm , nothing la . don't worry ! take care

` EEPHENG ~ miss ya ((:

angelia ~ erms , thanks thanks . take care too

im utterly disappointed with uu guys .
ii wanna quit !! )):
ii feel like talking to uu guys face to face .

` disappointed

ii miss him ,

hao xiang ta ! <3

waiting ,)):

`phanie LOVEhim

my holiday is within the circle .
either out to fragrant , selling ice cream , go out or at home !

我只是想要快了！
我要快乐，不要悲伤 ！xD

happy moments can make me not thinking of him .
ii don't wish to think of him . ii get enough ! hurt enough ! pain enough ! ))':
ii don't want to be alone . ii hate him , ii hate everything .
ii don't believe in miracle ! don't believe there's true love for now being ! xD
ii did say that ii want to give up on him , but everything doesn't seems to go well !
and ii've been looking back the past !
everythings changed . he've changed ? ( for what ii think )
for that 1month 2weeks , it was fucking shit
ii pretend it had never happened before , pretend that it was a beautiful dream ! )):
guys have many excuses when they wanna a break-up !
why ? why ? why ? and why ?
he is not the one ii know before ! ii not the one ii used to be last time !
human changed ??? ;D

想要你快乐！

ii don't get what's friends ! ii'm not a good friends to them !
what am ii to them ? toy being fool around ?
ii feel that ii've been fooled by them !! sad luhs )):
why must ii always be the one who give in to her ? why not her ?
she seems not to understand my thoughts !
maybe she have not been treated like this before .
to her , what ii do is always wrong ! what they does is always right !
ii treated her as my friend , but she treat me as what ? ii don't know .
ii'm so afraid to be with them , as for now . maybe ii not part of their friends le ba ?
what is friends ?
ii get enough ! ii don't put my anger onto them anymore .
ii agree that ii used to be too attitude towards them , but now ii don't !
ii can simply throw my attitude to them , but have ii been like this before holiday ?
ii always the one who give in . ii enough of uu guys !
putting a fake smile infront of them doesn't seems to be like me ! that's not part of my character !
others thought that we are good friends ! but they are wrong , we often quarrel too .
izzit because we have been laughing together , hanging around together .
that makes uu think that we are good friends ?

ii don't have friends . ii don't have any choices !
在他们眼里　，　我什么都不是　！
我没有的选择！　
对不起！这就是我能说的话 ！


ii want to be myself !
我只想做我自己 !

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta ! <3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

ytd went to bugis with chloe laogong . meet up jaslyn aiai and william teddy at streets there de macdonald as they were already there . hahas (: eat there too luhs .
shop around the streets first . chloe laogong wanted to buy her weeee weeees present . in the end , still didnt buy . haas (:
the streets was so squeezy can . so many people . somemore the auntie keep pushing . walao eh !
then went to junction . bought a pink pig . hahas xD !.
aiai bought another stuff !
bought a pmk shirt with laogong . woots
same design but different colour . she chose brown . while ii chose black .
actually ii want WHITE de . but dont have the size ! LOLs (; so take black norhhs . sob !.
running out of time , have to go to sembawang liao . cause need to work .
aiai took 851 home , while we took 960 back to woodlands interchange first .
then change to 962 to sembawang .
was raining heavily can .
woots . saw yiheng , he board the same bus with us at admiratly . LOLs.
was late there luhs . andy chongwei gaby jason angelia was there already !

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

ytd work at seng kang . tagged with yihuan xD !
haas , but aiai also got helped us luhs .
yikee gaby angelia yiheng hui han andy keefe edwin go makan ,
only we didnt . haas ! not hungry yet !
me yihuan and aiai was chatting all the way . non stop can ! but is fun (:
got one uncle very fuck sia . he open the door and close the door liao .
then we was like , damn angry luhs .
ii pointed middle fingers , but he didnt saw ! xP
yihuan say , " wa , so zwai " !!
then we go off liao , suddenly he opened the door , donno kb what .
say we ask him go die ? siao . then he scolded us ka ni na bei ccb ! like wad seh !
fuck loh . we is like buay song liao !!
me and aiai is guai lan de loh . we go take his shoe , then aiai put his plant infront his door !
some kind of bad loh ! xD
but what done has done !!
is sad de loh . we only went 1 block nia .
second block got 2guys went already ! wtf .
take block from desmond . quite far actually , base block there !
that block got 16 storey , and was like a big round liydat !
nvm , then ask until #11 , got one auntie say just now got people come before .
walao eh . we is sian diao .
haas . went to took 161 with huihan andy yiheng keefe yikee gaby edwin darrion yihuan jiale ruoshan eepheng marco and derick . LOLs .
while waiting for bus , edwin go play the dried ice . he is funny de loh .
break the dried ice into small pieces then put into his mouth , got smoke come put . haas
laughing all the way ! played with the door bell too .
keefe and edwin gaboh lai de !!!
hmm , then some go 515 eat !
left me yihuan derick marco jiale eepheng ruoshan .
went cwp de 7-11 buy things eat . but ii didnt
ii was like leg pain and then stomach cramp ! -.- hees
then actually wan buy thing liao then go 369 eat .
but in the end , yihuan and me didnt go !
we went home . lalalas ((:
told her some of my things . was rather sad luhs . almost cry out ! but , iim STRONG !
good nights .

ermms , meeting yihuan later . going bugis to buy her weeeeee weeee's de present
yeah , she my laogong xPP
meeting aiai and teddy bear there . they going now .
working later too .
ring ring ring !!!

i miss him .

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

meet up aiai and edwin didi at interchange first !!
then took bus to fragrant .
we were the first to reach ! msg keefe and huihan ask them go first but they didnt .
ii called all missing co ppl , ask them to come .
LOLs . some were still sleeping , nvm !
andy and huihan came
don came after them . wowwww , ii didnt even know don came le ,
wahahahas =/ ii was SLOW luhs .
played basketball for awhile , then went to vista .
need toilet urgently ! xD then went viva eat !
yikee andy and ( ii forgot who le ) forgive please > came too
was rather shocked ! dont know why !
on the way back to fragrant yihuan called .
played match with the primary school ones ! mona ?? hees
then , keefe called and have to go .
ytd tagged with yihuan laogong ! =X
walked a few storey , then we slacked a bit luhs
cause still early , 6+ niia .
not many ppl at home , so went to buy snacks .
hmm , raining seh . cold
then take lift to the last storey we stopped at , sat at the staircase ( same as before )
chatted abit about yang luhs . thinking back , sad )):
started work again . and ii was like going to mad le .
our sales is zero can !!! we sold nothing .
and the residents there was like not friendly towards us !
all dont want open door . only like to look AND LOOK and LOOK . gees =X
give up , and we ask desmond for a new block .
and was like the same .
dont wan sell liao .
wanted to go toilet urgently !
went to the fitness corner , wanted to ask the autie is there any coffeeshop ?
and ii started to say EXCUSE ME !
she say dont want , dont want ! so ii say , is there any coffeeshop here ?
she say dont want , dont want ! WTH .
huan and me started to get irritating , and we started to raise our voice and say
" IS THERE ANY COFFEESHOP AROUND HERE "
and she started to feel paiseh ! then huan and me was abit guai lan le . haas
we started laughing non stop . and we think was damn funny !
yikee called yihuan , huihan called me .
both asked where are we ?
we answer , we in the heaven , trolley in the hell . =X
back to base block as huihan and chongwei was there
hmm , the two help us to sell , then huan and me went to hougang point loh . LOLs
went for look for toilet .
thank you huihan and chongwei , help us sell out quite alot . ( can say luhs ) xP
earn $2 in the end . wahahas .
jason give yihuan and me $2 each . he so good can ! thank you !! thank you !!

i miss you ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

didnt work today as mummy didnt work tonight .
want to pei her !
was sms-ing with da er zi , edwin didi and aiai this afternoon .
aiai ask why ii didnt work today ! so ii told her , she say ii was fillial . LOLs
was working hougang today again . urgggghh
4days working at hougang le . lucky today ii didnt work . haas
today many ppl didnt work too .
keefe huihan andy chongwei very kelian , all have to solo liao .
stay at home all day ! always go out this few days too luhs !
watch " hua yang " with my sis this afternoon .
and she doze off . sian .
mummy going to be home soon le . yeah yeah !
tired ~~

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAM ! ( my real blood brother )

erms , ytd chloe lao gong went edwin house to look for us .
but she don't know is which part , so ii ask her to wait me at the mama shop .
all came down too . they want to eat loh
but chloe don't want .
then ii ask her to come my house , all came my house too .
come messy up my room . my cow bear . yeah !
around 3.45 , edwin yiheng and andy , go liao
cause yiheng go andy house .
left me ham and chloe
around 4 liydat , went out .
went to mrt de 7-11 to buy thing eat . hungry , roahhh !! xD
mashed potato !
then take bus to cwp , boots and shoes .
meet up the others .
saw yikee and kuo hao niia .
then soon , the rest came .
took 161 to hougang . sian diao ! alighted at the wrong bus-stop !
then took another bus to hougang ave 9 ??
took a cab to ave 5 . cause we don't know how to go !
share with chloe don and yiheng .
LOLs . lucky was not late luhs . if not scared kena scold luhs ! (:
all was old block ! sian =.=!!!
tagged with chloe ! was slacking from 6.3opm liydat to 7.15pm .
sit at the stairs , eating potato chips and super ring !
only walk 5 floor for the first block niia .
then , go second block le . don't feel like working actually !
walked one floor nia . then slacked all the way .
went back to first block again . urggg ! hehes ((;
start at 9 floor to 5 floor .
called don and andy to come help us .
they 8.30pm cleared le . siao ones . so li hai !!! xP
hmmm , earned quite alot actually . almost cleared stock .
chloe and me never cleared stock but earn the most among group . clap clap (: , xD!
bought a MR. bean bear for all missing co , clan .
















somehow like this . ( quite blur luhs )

fun tagging with chloe . my second time tagging with her .
will be tagging with her all days now . (:

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

suppose to meet andy and huihan at 9am this morning .
to eat ROTI PRATA !!
but ii woke up at 9am! xD
huihan and andy msg me at 8am , ask me to wake up , but my phone switch to silent ytd night .
LOLs .
and and iim charging my phone , low battery ytd night .
yiheng called many times , LOLs .
never pick up . ii donno loh !
soso , answer his phone around 9.15 !
erms , still in sleeping mood .
so , quickly called andy ask them where are them !
faster meet them , went to eat !
called edwin , chloe and yokethin .
they are all sleeping . piggy larhs xD
edwin ask to pack 2 roti prata with egg .
deliever to his hse , slack at his hse for awhile .
need to went back lata .
ii ps andy huihan and yiheng there .
SORRY GUYS !!!!
* forgive luhs

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

saturday went escape with missing co except tansongwei ! and chong wei .
went to kfc to eat .
then off to interchange to take 969 to tampines and took mrt to pasir ris and take another bus to escape .
most of the machine are closed ! so keep playing the same machine .
angelia yikee don and yihuan want to go off first .
they didnt told us they will be waiting for us , so we keep on playing .
play until it closed at 8pm .
something happened , dont feel like mention here .
just pissed off !

working later , tag with yiheng !
ring ring ring !!! who wan to buy ice cream ! XPP

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

no mood to blog !!! ):
iiMISShim lots

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

20 november 2006 , monday

went to viva to look for jaslyn william huihan yikee keefe yiheng and andy .
they were all there luhs .
heng and andy eating dessert . LOLs , the lime . hoho XP
while , ii drank F&N orange . iiLOVE F&amp;N orange ;P
don came .
then , went to fragrant .
slack at RC first . chloe came , then songwei and his cousin .
then angelia .
FIRST TIME missing co- all attend luhs .
was fun there .
raining le , went to RC . hahas .
keefe william song wei andy played in the rain .
kinda fun . but ii cant play , lata have to work
keefe shoe is damn slippery .
went to yishun to sell ice cream .
first time working with them
( huihan chongwei yikee yiheng yihuan don angelia marco jiale ruoshan eepheng )
tag with angelia .
fun sia =)
went to eat mac for dinner cum supper ???

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all this day was hanging around at fragrant with missing co-
great fun with them . =)
everyday with laughters .

iim just missing him this few days too .
hmm , kinda sad =(
but dowan others to worried . hahas

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

quite a long time never get to post le .

14 november 2006 , tuesday

have a fun day after choir luhs .
got audition loh . but ii very lousy loh .
first round and second round audition failed .
wasai . nervous sia =((
then , finish go fuchun CC there .
on the way going to fuchun CC .
got a boy shout out prostitude .
hoho , ii just turn and say fuck uu , like reaction very fast . LOLs >.< 15 november 2006 , wednesday

early in the morning , meet up yokethin and yuhui .
LOLs , we went running can .
meet them 9 . but ii was late .
sorry girls for having uu waiting
then went swimming . LOLs , long time no swimming le .
anyway , ii osoh don't know how to swim .
went in , saw only a few ppls niia .
woots , the water was cold .
screaming and shouting like nobody business . =X
hungry le , so wanted to go off . went bathing ! =P
WTH , it's raining can .
the rain is getting heavy , have to wait at the swimming complex luhs .
ii was bored there while waiting can .
run all the way home to put belongings first , change clothes too .
three of us was drenched .
then , yokethin went to yuhui hse first
actually wanna go cwp eat de , but yokethin dowan .
yokethin say ii sure very slow de , but hoho , ii was fast today luhs ! =P
went to 306 mac eat , then went to yuhui hse .
slack slack there .
watch xuan yi cao , nice show



16 november 2006 , wednesday

was late for choir . fined $2 ! WTH
bbss came to combine with us for the thanks giving concert .
yea yea ! finally get to move to the 3rd row . wan sui !
hahas , but bad for xiao zhu , last thursday was move to 2nd row , then bbss came she have to move back to first row .
wa lao eh , the bbss girl sitting next to me sang very loud can , scare kena influence la .
cos ii sop1 , she sop2 .
audition again . this time row by row .
ms judith came up , all were discussing about the clothing for the concert .
guys wearing gay shirt ? nono
girls leh ? zebra ar ? =X
bbss went back le .
judith talk about 30mins liydat can !
yuhui jiale yokethin and me went to viva . makan le !
then , saw andy and william .
call heng to bring my umbrella .
he only bring the small one , but ii wan the big one . =(
jiale and yuhui go home first .
so yokethin and me wait for the 3 boys to eat .
andy eat very slow norhhs XP
went fragrant play basketball .
only me yokethin andy heng and william niia .
don and chloe never come .
yikee leh . went home first
miss all of uu luhs .
4days never meet le !



17 november 2006 , friday

meet up yokethin at interchange .
wan go fragrant . hoho .
go viva to have my lunch first .
call william , heng . they very slow loh . walao ehs
william came ,
ii finished eating le , then songwei came . shit him , have to wait for him
go fragrant le , yiheng yikee angelia very slow norhhs .
call them they still eating at admiratly de mac .
keefe came , that stupid wang ba =X
not long ago , the three slow kids came ,
finally heng brought my big umbrella !
came match with some primary school de .
they very kb loh .
say yokethin is ghost , then say yao xiu kia .
shit him .
play full court , 5-5 .
play till half way , that kb de boy need to go home liao ,
but ii donno wad the score is loh .
then got one boy spray his hair osoh donno how to spray !
wasai . keep suan his hair .
have a great day today !
miss chloe =X

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

9 november 2006 , thursday

choir today . is fun la .
tuesday choir got audition siah . ii papa . hahas x))
after choir , went to cwp de kfc to have lunch . haven , hungry ;)
there , we planning how to di siao jaslyn primary school fren .
cos she meet her lata .
went to woodlands central . yupps .
jaslyn and her fren walk their , me jiale yuhui walk ours .
jaslyn fren is so guai lan luhs . stare stare stare .
keep seeing them luhs .
yuhui jiale and me bought ear rings .
jiale and mine are the same , we bought crown de .
while yuhui bought the genders sign de .
fun luhs .
jaslyn called me wan me act as her mum to kick off her fren .
LOLs . called le .
she came meet us at kfc . again can =D
took pictures .


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1o november 2006 , friday

went to buy books luhs . heavy !
then met up jaslyn aiai , went to yiheng hse .
angelia songwei andy chloe and yikee was there .
yikee was slpping luhs .
jaslyn and ii went to di siao him . hahas x))
he woke up then !
hahas . just fun there loh .
around 530pm , went to admiratly kfc to eat .
yikee hungry , rushing us . hahas
yiheng and songwei stay at home !
jaslyn and andy eat ice cream . ii wan can ?
saw a fatty , LOLs . angelia so funny can .
yikee very bad osoh luhs . wan to take photo of her's .
ii like very hungry liydat , wanted to eat up the whole tray .
hahas . guys , uu noe what happened rite ?
hahas . went home around 7+ .
forgot to take my umbrella . wakao .
iim so noob . x))

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lata going somerest with the usual ones .
look for yikee . LOLs .

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

got alot to post luhs . =D

5 november 2006 , sunday

went to work flyers with jaslyn heng and william .
work at bukit batok . reach there still early , go westmall gai gai . hahas
saw alot of balloons . LOLs >.< lols ="P">they so noob la !
my leg are in pain !!!
finished working then went to IMM . hahas .
iim weak and lousy luhs ! =(


6 november 2006 , monday

today went to jaslyn hse to make chocolate ! yea yea =D
heng and william osoh .
meet up at sembawang mrt station .
ii so stupid luhs . going to board up the bus then found out that ii forgot to bring e-z link card .
lazy go back home take llerhhs . somemore iim late llerhhs .
met up them , buy dark chocolate .
take mrt to khatib to reach her hse .
ii so tired loh , kept yawning
it fun loh . make so many chocolates .
II LOVE CHOCOLATE !!
almost going to sleep at her hse
jaslyn and ii tot heng and william quarrel .
but they like gei gei liydat , pls , we tot is real .
so noob .
went home around 630pm . while heng and william stay up quite late !!
sobsob . walk back myself .


7 november 2006 , tuesday

choir today .
get to finish 红彩妹妹 . yea yea ! =)
ended around 3pm . went to viva with jaslyn jiale yuhui .
call heng and william . ask them to come .
william just wake up , he came and look so gong . MR . ah gong . hahas =)
he's the teddy bear and got baby fats .
heng came . andy wait outside shop & save
cos heng forgot to bring the lock de key ar ?
went to fragrant with the usual ones .
yihuan and don came , they go orchard gai gai . wee u weet ! =P
it's raining .
rain stopped .
play bball , cycled .
jaslyn tonbang yihuan with don's bic .
while , ii using heng's bic .
chasing each other. but is fun .
jaslyn and yihuan fall down at blk 520 .
so funny luhs . jaslyn fly out , standing straight , while yihuan in great pain .
damn funny luhs .

iimisshim .
very much !!

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

ytd after choir , went to fragrant basketball court to meet up yiheng them .
jaslyn wanto return william's tee-shirt . LOLs =D
just reach , yikee yiheng songwei and william started to play match with others .
heard from angelia , they are from christ church secondary dde .
LOLs . the ball going to out le . a boy wanted to save it but too late le .
angelia sae the boy too fat cannot run . hahas
we were just laughing away .
yikee heard it too , he laugh osoh norhhs x))
andy came back when he ran after keefe .
keefe went home le . cos he was hit by bball
chloe and don went to changi airport . hahas .
donno who sae chloe wanto see aeroplane .
andy - she was cute not childish =P

jaslyn tonbang me to vista . went to buy drinks , perspire .
at RC there , ii fall on the floor norhhs .
my butt very pain leh . hahas x))
yiheng's brother laugh at me .
BACK !
get to play bball . ii lost my skill le !!
yikee say ii very lousy . sobsob ='(
angelia jaslyn and me versus william and andy .
while yikee yiheng songwei play against the christ church again
hahas . match going to finish ,
andy geigei wanto pass the ball to william , sae high ball .
then he turn knock until yikee .
somemore yikee was cycling . hahas . LOLs
ii was there laughing non stop . funny luhs
FINISHED !
go cycle , suddenly like no mood liydat .
was thinking of him loh .
II HATE MYSELF !!!
going to 7 llerhhs . ii have to go home llerhhs .
cos still need go my grandma hse to have dinner .
if not ii may stay a bit later .
yikee and yiheng sae so early .
but no chose loh .
went yo take 900 . LOLs ii cry in the bus loh
then , jaslyn and me talk until yiheng them .
they will make us laugh dde norhhs . but not cry .
with them are great . cos owaes laugh . no need to think of those unhappiness thingy
THEY ARE GREAT !!


ii then realise that
" ii still love uu "
='( sobsob
cinderalla doesnt exist .

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

song : by janice ( never let you go )

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know,
I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day

I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know
I'd never let you go

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know
I'd never let you go

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

就算我多爱他 ， 也是时侯该放弃了 ！
now ii want him to be happy =)
time flies , it already 1month le .
everything seems to be changing
shouldn't ii be here waiting , just gonna be so silly !

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

choir ytd .
learn 红彩妹妹 , ii find it difficult can . x))
sectional , jesline is super hyper can . LOLs
ends around 3pm . ms yee have to go .
stay again for half an hour sectional for gloria festiva .
because of that thanks giving concert !
hahas . still got time for sectional , jesline switch to F.M933 .

went to viva with aiai jiale and yuhui to eat . =D
met yiheng william andy song wei yihuan ,
basketball finish . yikee and don came too .
while yuhui going home llerhhs , jiale went to meet her laogong too .
went to fragrant basketball court .
saw vivien there .
just fun there can ! =DD

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

last day of school le .
zen me ban ? cannot see him le . 2 months , its long can !!! =(
haiis , seem like no one appeal sucessfully luhs .
yiheng still retain leh . haiis , ii cry siia .
maris them tot ii like him liydat . but of course not
only that ii dowan him to retain . sobsob ='(
my eyes swollen siia . donno what happened ? suddenly swollen .
not because ii cry ! thank
but ytd is worst ba ! pain nehx =X

imisshim lots =X
do cinderalla exist ?

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

stay at home for the whole day . goin to turn rot llerhhs
shirley laogong ask me out , but ii never go out
yokethin aiai me out , ii osoh never go out
she ask me at night go cycling . ii wan go , but ii cant .
hmm , long time no went cycling too . =D
somemore ii don have the mood to go out today =(
sorry guys !
wake up around 9.30 . iim bored .
find something to do . listen to music , play games .
haiis , have been thinking of him again ! asking myself many questions again !
ii just gonna force myself to do things ii don like again .
have been thinking through out the whole morning lluhs
what wrong with me ? holiday are coming . ii seems to be more troubling .
iireallymisshim x)

beautifulbygones
simplelovehim

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3>

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

TIME flies . it have been 3weeks long !
come monday again =((

HAPPY FOR MRs.penguin and MR.penguin .
must remember 23october06 hoh . gees
haiis , another 23rd again . august osoh 23rd . now osoh 23rd . =(

today went to macRitchie reservoir . tired
early in the morning , walk here and there .
the road was slippery . some ppl almost fall down . hahas =P
was sweating all over . but it was not tiring .
the distance was short leh .
expect to be tiring and long distance as how jian an says like .
but actually not really =D
on the way back to school , regina was being bully by eddie and afiq .
push her in the bus . walao .
regina size so small , eu used so much strength to push her .
do eu noe wad is pain ? eu wan try bo ?
jian an felt angry , wanted to beat them up . but in the end orf course not .

result was out . haiis
was the only one stay in N2 while maris regina shujie laykim went to N1 .
but can take the course ii wanted =X
siianx =(( poor regina DNT . but she appeal to A-math . hope it will be sucess
wondering how 3N2 going to be like ?
sobsob , yiheng retain . ii dowan him to retain .
iiwill MISSeuu dde .
he appeal to normal technical . ii rather he drop to NT then retain norhhs .

poor regina , kept crying . for that desmond . he cold-blooded can !
back to class , watch some video clips shown by MR.cheng .
his clips was funny . the class laugh until ... ... DOTZ
so , MS .sng came , was her period . but we still wan watch MR.cheng clips again .
said the last time can le . MS .sng watch it too .
but MR.cheng forbid us to laugh . have to watch quietly . cant see our teeth ! =X
really funny can . jian an laugh until like hell siia . banging !!

wondering how wednesday MRS.song farewell going to be like ?
how the HOD department sounds like ?
today rehearsing was funny . laugh until like siao chabo
the teachers are funny can
like out of tune . molly , hahas =X
lets imagine !

ii need you .
wohaishiaini . =(
when will your return ?
time flies . you're gone

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

TIME flies . it have been 3weeks
haiis . 好回味 orhh !
iiMISShim . simply love him .
left 2days . then holiday le
2months cannot see him , it long can !
got fate , can see him dde . but ii noe , there's no fate between us =(
but hope holiday can forget about him .
think back last year de nov/dec holiday .
it fun , great ! ii loveit . memorable
many beautifulmemories , with laughter and sickness
but time flies so fast . 1year gone soon !
then , everything will be changing . iwill be changing , he willtoo .
here am ii , wanting him to be happy . =) smile can !
ur smile makes me happy ! lalalas =P
iijust simply loveyou

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

went out with shirley laogong and jinghan ytd . =D
went to cwp to watch movie .
meet shirley around 2.45 . but we met each other about 3 .
went to mac to have my lunch . hungry =X
awhile lata jinghan came . hoho
found out that he haven eat . but ask him whether he wan to eat , he say don wan . =(
actually wan watch death note de . but the tickets were sold out . sobsob =(
so we watch ROB-B-HOOD .
quite funny and touching , crying =X
jinghan say he watch before . haiis . we are wasting his money ?
the cinema is damn freaky cold .
were shivering through out the show .
reach home around 7.30 .
yuppie

today in class watch The Incredibles for an hour 30 minutes .
quite tiring . but the show was funny . jack jack was so cute !
haiis . yuan and mira was quarralling during art lesson .
mira cry . wa , she so poor thing .
yuan was angry . she just scolded many ppl . look scary .
donno wad happened to her ? suddenly so angry .
up to hall for a talk .
hmm , keep laughing there . =D


when can ii talk to you again ?
ii don wish all this thing to happen .
ii just wanna tell ii still love you .
=(

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

today get back e result .
hmm , soso lloh . fail 3 subjects .
so suprise that ii can pass some subjects .
class position 25/40 ? level position - 53
haiis . ii the one remaining in N2 . sobsob ='(
but remain n N2 might take F&N . YEAH YEAH ! =))
N1 is A-math and DNT ! both not strong in . hahas
somemore my overall merit is so lousy . 676/1300 , 52.2% damn it !

all secondary 2 classes get to watch musical high school in the hall after getting the result .
but we , 2N2 was so pathetic . staying in class for the DNT course . freaky siianx .
going to fall asleep llerhhs . only the teachers are talking , while we are going to fall asleep ,
lying down the table , doing our own things .
then they teach us how to draw . wakaox .
draw here and there , erase here and there .
during break time , get to go hall to watch the high school musical awhile . =D
pathetic us (marco eddie kuohao derick james shujie laykim maris )
sitting behind watching . and have to be silence ,
if not teacher know we were there . =D
haiis , went back to class again . brainstorming . must do the ideation
but ii was not listening to the teacher at first , drawing my own things . hahas =P
YEAH YEAH ! finally can start to do the product . LAMP
was quite fun actually .
slacking during lunch time . walking here and there .
get to know what e secondary 2s are doing .
playing english de don noe what thing . but is something like complete the sentences .
look fun , but is tiring . difficult to find the answers .
blaming teacher for putting our course today ! hmph
slack slack slack !!

IIMISSHIM =(

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

*SUPPOSE TO BE 2MONTHS , BUT IT TURN OUT TO BE TWO WEEKS ! =((

come monday again . ii hate monday =(
it make me think of alot of things . haiis
crying ='(
ii have been thinking of alot of things since this evening !
between many of them
wondering . talk to 2 of my fren ( aiai and luoyun )
they gave me their advise , but ... ... DOTZ
haiis . how can they help me ? how can ii help myself ?
the problem turn out to me , if ii have forgotten him , it wont be liydat !
thinking here thinking there
ii know what ii wish now will never happen .
it would only happen in my dream

haven take back history and DNT paper !
tomorrow going to frog farm . should be bored ?
wednesday got DNT course , feel so boring !

IIMISSHIM

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

LEARN TO LET BYGONES BY BYGONES ! =((

exam finish . take back result . got good , got bad .

the most pathetic is my art . only 20/100 ! 20 ONLY !

wondering , wondering , wondering .
ytd nitex still laugh at edwin . but now is his turn to laugh at me .
some even worst got 10 niia . hahas =D
now only history and D&T haven take back ba .
got worried about my math this morning . cos only got 47 .
but lucky , the teacher counted e marks wrongly . then got 50 just pass . phui~
but 50 , still very lousy lloh . haiis . many careless mistake too .
me like still haven forget about him , about everything .
ii am stuck now . hahas . ytd told regina something about JH ,
shujie heard it . she gave me a angry face . wow =D
talk with jaslyn ytd , tok until 16 October is coming .
haiis , talk until ii cry . cos orf him . lalalas

cherish everything now before its gone !

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

不在乎有没有以后；只在呼曾今拥有。

it have been 8days after that night .
was heartbroken . but , should forget about everything and look forward .
time cannot be brought back .
what mine is mine , what not mine is not mine .
how i keep , end up it still wont be mine .
how much iiLOVEhim , he will never return .
i can only pretend that iiHATEhim , pretend that he doesnt exist ,
pretend that i never known him .
now that you leave , only hope you see you happy . smiling =)
remember the time i found myself back , but i since the day , i lost myself again .
i was stuck . currently , looking for myself .
i must look forward .
learn to let bygones by bygones .
trying to forget about everything , especially him .
but i once said , it is hard for me to forget him ='(
haiis , what to do ? hate myself . why am i in this world ?
i gonna ask many WHY ? again !
living in a incomplete world .
saying GOODBYE to him .
now , what i can do is , pretending to be happy =)

tears drop down my cheeks now . fcuk .
why should i cry ? is not worth !
STOP CRYING . ( i am lame ) LOLs

looking back the day 16august2006 cum 2october1006
只想告诉你：我爱你！

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

八天前的我 ， 还在为他哭泣 ！

yuppiie . today is the last day of End-Of-Year exam .
no more exam llerhhs . wasui . finally too , phui~
haiis . today de D&T sure fail dde lloh .
lost almost 36 marks . going 40+ llerhhs leh . diedie llerhhs .
lata kena scold by neo then cham ars ! LOLs =X
never finish e orthographic leh . then time up . don care just crash away .
anyway , that drawing are wrong . have to re-do de . then time up . no use ! sobsob ='((
left many blanks infront osoh . diedie
tot got how easy . but yet .
now is to wait to get back the results .

after exam , went to mac to eat breadfast . hoho =X
hmmm , shujie have to faster eat faster go . LOLs
e counter dde ppl , really very wad dde lloh .
take wrong my order . but nvm llarhhs .
omg ! heard 1new . unbelievable , my TIAN !
feel so poor thing for e both orf them . the boi boi and the girl girl .
but serve e boi boi right . LOLs .
maris went home llerhhs . me and regina went to kiddy palace to buy pen knife .
ii bought a doreamon de pen knife . so cute .
regina bought e kokomu dde ba . ii think .
sae wanto exchange one , but never . forget llerhhs =X
went home . so siianx siia . nothing to do .

hmmm , tml no school . maris them go out . but ii dowan go . hehes .
so nan de .
all hao peng you go ii never go .
got JOE them ba . ii think . nvm , got chance again dde .


only want to be happy !
learn to let bygones by bygones ! ='((

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

LOLs . rush for my dinner ytd nitex .
never ate much . only a fews bites niia .
in the end my cousin say me go meet my stead .
but too bad , ii don have !
just broke up on monday niia !!
finish eating rush back home to change
dhen went to interchange to meet maris and yokethin .
wahahas , dhen went to vista shop & save to look for junru , chenzi .
meet them there !
both calling miie , where am ii ? reaching ?
reach there junru : very early hoh . =.=
weihan come , dhen go play candles at vista park .
many ppl there .
dhen chenzi and weihan went off . think iis go look for his friends .
cos many ppl , no place for us .
sobsob . left us behind . LOLs .
dhen we go e rock there . if not junru going kb lerhhs .
she say haiis , if liydat going on , ii no need play llerhhs .
cos she need to go home at 10PM . that time iis 9+ lerhhs .
a while yiheng andy and william came .
they was so funny lloh .
was laughing and joking away .

andy make de star . =))


look so bloody . omg !

andy and junru went home at 10+ . mummy called back .
ii say they go pah taw .
goin 11 lerhhs . dhen we went home .
go vista buy water .
e water suck like hell . no taste , for hu to drink .
drank one time then throw into e rubbish bin .

reach home around 11.30 liydat .

sleep zzz . tired

i miss him ,

hao xiang ta !<3

waiting , )):

`phanie LOVEhim

haiis .
today geography paper . prepared to fail badly again .
cos ii never study . only READING cum study niia .
ytd nite boxin to study and spending time doin my art !
memories some of e definition . and thing about global warming .
hahas .
die die llerhhs . saw iish MS PRICILLA YEONG set de paper .
damn iit . haiis . shujie osoh scared .
she kept telling miie she very nervous . hai wo kena influence . osoh quite nervous then .
hmmm , took about 5mins to do MCQ niia . wakao ~
many question don noe how to do . cham ar .
went bak to do lata . keep dreaming osoh . hahas =X

art . he walk pass , ii was lookin so angry .
stare =PP , LOLs .
shujie turn to look at miie . but nvm . ii continue doin my painting , pretending ii never see him .
osoh , ii pretending that ii don even noe hu he is .
but angry very good , then ii mixed well in my colour .
that's the colour ii wan to colour e apple . LOLs =DD

















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