sick?

visit polyclinic sooner or later. i have been eating inregularly this week that come to this:

• hungry but no appetite
• ate dinner, vomited

gonna take the same pill again? i want to get well during chalet. ):
don't know what's wrong with me. i couldn't get to sleep last night. no matter how i flip, i cannot sleep. lying on my bed, staring into spaces for bloody four hours. the worst is i slept for only 6hours. it is so not enough for me! think going to have a nap in the afternoon.
my stomach is like so empty now but i have no appetite.
come to the worst, i realised i only had a cup of plain water yesterday.

will be spending my day at home alone ): can spend time on taiwan drama.

i want the orange or red badly ):

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staying at home for the whole day. good girl right? (:
watching taiwan drama for the whole afternoon.
i'm going over grandma house to visit her as well as en en.

The Great Me, Yuan Da Ying. hiakhiak

chalet has been brought forward to next week. i can get to see MyLes next week :D
&yes. MyLes messaged me yesterday told me she miss me. wahaha. i missyou too.
currently chatting with William Tan in msn. the last time i talked to him is during sentosa trip, which is a month ago.

had a big hug with nadiah, jumalia, finna and yana yesterday. update with finna during lunch.
i got to know something so unexpected! totally can't believe it.
don't know what to have for lunch. ):

guess what?! i will be meeting finna that bitch in another one and a half hour time. i miss her so much!
Happy Birthday Nadiah. :D
oh.. Jane is missed as well. miss those school days whereby we joke around in class.
i wonder if i will be given a chance again next year.
i'm starving now! didn't had a proper meals yesterday.
i craved for foods again! i gonna had a great chat with finna later :D

Angelia is making me so tempting to buy the everlast shoe. Buy or not, girlfriend?
yesterday bought a slipper from m)phosis as my shoe was spoilt. i wanna do shopping again with girlfriend.
yeah! she bought a friendship band for me and herself too. mine is red in colour, hers is white. thank girl (: iloveyou. wahahaha.

baking~ session later. angelia want to cook.
i can eat again. grow fat already still wanna eat.

Happy :D

met up with angelia this afternoon, headed to louise's house. angelia cousin.
before we got there, she and oliver said wangwang until so scary. like really very fierce, actually he don't.
oliver laughed at my reaction when the dogs near me. because i shouted and ran.
wangwang, guggi and kenni are super cute. :D though i am so afraid of them, i starting missing them.
i didn't know that angelia can cook. haha. she cooked our dinner tonight! nice, although the steamed fish gravy is too spicy for me. fried chicken is great (:
girlfriend, next time is my turn to prepare dinner for you.
while she's is preparing dinner, her cousin is studying, i'm watching hot shot.
thank angelia and cousin. :D and the dogs
bought our wallet already. (:

Finna look here. i'm wanna meet you up soon!!!
goodnight.

i'm over the mood now.

more pictures to be upload. (:

sinle is still sleeping .. :D A Great chat with angelia and My'Les last night. so stupid can we be.
angelia called my phone, My'Les is at my house using my house phone to call in. My'Les is talking on the phone with me when she's only infront of me.

i'm use to cover two blanket when sleeping. lent one to My'Les. felt so cold when i left with one blanket last night.
cut the crap.

gone

having headache now!
i slept for 13hours, From 8pm till this morning. (: messaged with My'Les a while then back to sleep again.
i guessed i will be late meeting with the girls. i can't wait to see My'Les. :D
not in the mood for prom already.

it's the end.

):

tired! slept for 4hours only.
i don't know what had happened to my left eyes. have a strong red line since last friday. it looks so disgusting ):

i still remembered what you've told me.

SHE Misses ...
angelia drew me! haha. her art super good luh. Lol. imiss my girlfriend Angelia Tan!
meeting her and ham later for pizza hut. (: long time never go already. ohya human, i craved for so many food. Fish & co., kenny rogers, chocolate fondue.


















it's all about time.

sleep

felt so restless at home, had been sleeping all day -.-
the worst is i've been living in my own land. wake up, eat and continue sleeping! gonna turn into a FAT GIRL

time passes on, the world keep on changing.

flapping fringe top

flapping fringe top


watched hot shot just now. i'm going to take a nap, extremely tired. i guessed i got sore eye.
-/
HUMAN. i am awake! slept for 3hours yet still tired and headache. ohyes! i'm going to visit my lil baby enen. i got to look for her yesterday. haha.
i wished i could sleep longer, so that everything will be like a dream. but i know, i shouldn't be so naive. things that had happened, let it be.
why am i still waiting for something that won't happen? there won't be miracle cause i know that everything are fated.

i didn't know, i felt pissed off already. i want to slam the phone okay!
i say no, don't want that mean no, don't want. don't understand? don't decide for me. Friend are not like this. i don't give a damn, no message no replies no call. everything no! don't force me. i don't want to make things too awkward. basically, you don't understand what am i thinking. that's all i know, should i draw a line between us?






















ohya, i was awaken by my brother @ 10am. i thought i could have sleep longer today.
i don't know how am i going to settle my lunch. ): i crave for pizza.
i don't know what am i thinking, it is gone for so long yet youre still thinking. the longest you take, the more miserable youll be. i don't want to see it with my own eyes. i don't like it.

SUCK.
FIRST AND THE LAST

work work work. really don't feel like working already, wanted to take a rest.
oh yeah, the day before i listened to this song title 安静了, i straight away thought of myLes. this song have such a big impact to me :D oh well, wednesday is coming.

yesterday's work was fine, just that i kept thinking of what uncle desmond said to angelia and i. this can be so true. we experienced it before, also he had seen to many things already. when someone is growing, their mindset will change. it's true. what past is past, what's it over, it's over. should i forget about it?
went to bugis with angelia after meeting shirley, such a wasted trip. it is just my thinking only!

working alone later. goodbye(:
somethings we can control, somethings we can't.
it is hard to let go, but still no choice.
i only have one choice, i can't turn anywhere. there's nowhere i can go

slept at around 1am going 2am and wake up and 5 something. super tiring!
i brought my spectacles box to angelia house without the spectacles inside. i wore contact lens but i didn't bring the casing. how stupid am i?!.
> magic is so cute. but i don't dare to stand close to her.
my leg is very pain now. ): should have some rest now. goodbye(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELIA'S FATHER :D

it's really tiring. don't know what's wrong with me today, so clumsy. i lost my exit pass just now. goh ji tiam told me my pass is found (: relief already

so, i woke up extremely late today. -.- rushed like an idiot, jump out of bed and grabbed things into my bag. my mummy scared me! she slept at living room floor. i'm at angelia's house now. got dog ): anyway, suddenly see her using spectacles very funny. hahaha. the most fucking things i got during work is my shoe, which bought two weeks ago! SPOILT. 

today's work is alright. managed to rest a while. tomorrow working at 7am. i'm still not asleep, hope i can wake up. i missed my bed, bed sheet, pillow and lastly, the most important thing is strawberry ice cream.

another day

half dead

HALF DEAD.
i'm almost half dead now. half sleep and half awake. i starting feeling tired on the way home.
tomorrow, asia summit! working at 7am, which means i have to get up at 515am in order to reach angelia house at 615am! fucking early ): other human being still sleeping like a log -.-
saturday also working at 7am. i wonder if my mummy allow me to stay at angelia house.
comfirm drag myself to work.

i can't wait for another day. (:
goodbye human.

i don't feels good

i don't understand! i don't feel good as well.














i want to get this wallet , but is red in colour with angelia (:
another design.

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D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R, only one word. I don't wish to talk about work. what happened just let it happened, it can't be undone. i don't feel like working already. it's really tired
will be working with jun ru later. angelia didn't work today due to her netball training. at night only have one event, no need that much stuff.
maybe i will knock off earlier. i am super tired already, dozed off straight away after lying on my bed. ZZz!

don't seems to care

chalet on mid december! hohoho. pyjamas ladies and gentlemen.
i'm glad that all my ladies can make it!

slept until 11am yesterday and today, woke up by messages. so disturbing
met up with angelia in the afternoon then trained to bugis. Andy ended his work late, so angelia and myself settle our lunch at KFC. then andy came
Andy, who said wanna be my designer for prom night. in the end cannot find the dress he saw last week. -.= nevermind.
going to vivo next week with cousin. she's helping me to look for dress :D

starting from tomorrow till saturday onwards will be working from morning to night. ohmygodness! hong kong minister will be coming. i shall see if i will panic tomorrow.
after next week can relax alil. have time for baking session!

& i swear that the coffin is not nice!! angelia introduced this movie to me called REC. it's about zombie, sounded nice and scary. gonna catch it next time.
today finally get to see my enen. didn't see her for almost a week. she's still so cute and adorable.
my dearest finna banana, meet upppppppppppp :D

something cannot be push too hard. settle it down first.
let nature takes it course. (: