an unsuccessful practical today.

woke up @ 7am this morning. & i have a bad dream
i dream that my practical gonna be unsuccessful as the cake was in a mess up by people.
holly shit.
meet up with finna to get some ingredients.
i told her what i have dream

practical start. finna ask me to relax and jiayou >.<
i told her, hope my dream won't come true.

at first, i'm still okay with everything.
but problems started when i'm trying to cook my second dish.
i realised that i haven prepared alot of things. this and that no boiled, lefted not cook
scolded by Mrs chan. hohoho.
i have already expected ler. but, it came out to be worst than i expect.
got alot of helped by others kind people. (: thanks.
i feel like crying luh.
and i know i becoming more and more retarded and more stupid.
teacher scolding make me feel so __ ;D
getting more and more 手忙脚乱.

i getting so pissed of by teachers.
she kept screaming all over the place.
Hello!. i got STM okay.
all the dishes came out to be like shit
worst than i expect it to be.

seriously,
i have regret taking F&N so much,
and i wouldn't want to cook ever again. sucks!.
feel like dropping this subject.
if can, Finna and I plan to cook a second round,
using our money to get all ingredients.
now i think that,
even if can, i don't feel like cooking again.
i think the outcome will still be the same. so, it's pointless.
sick of F&N. now, i gonna work real hard on my theory

i told marco i getting more retarded and stupid.
and no matter how long i slept, i am still so tired.
he said, maybe i slept too much then cause me to be more retard. lol

now, i gonna start revising hard for Mid year.
i want to proof everything.
i know is alil too late to start revise now,
20days to english paper.
i gonna turn bonker anytime.
goodbye(: