Jealousy

By right, i should be revising for tomorrow's paper instead of blogging.
My mood isn't right. i know i will be thinking of other problem instead of studying. I had a nightmare. I hope it isn't real, although it seem to be so real. Everytime has this kind of dream. Which mean something is going to happen soon .. The dream doesn't put my mind at ease.
I should prepare some snacks and milo or tea but not coffee, to burn midnight oil.

I'm going for a hair cut later, just to trim my fringe. It's growing longer and getting irritating (:

如果有机会给你从新选择，

你会怎样做？

是否会和我想像中一样？

期望越大，失望更大。

而我 只能带着平常心，

去等待结果。

A new month

Another month had passed. Things keep on changing, so i hope at the month of May, it will be better.
I've slept for about 16hours! sleep through the whole afternoon. sure cannot sleep tonight
alil headache now. shoulder ache.

Don't know what's wrong with me now. feel like going out for a walk, as well as to give myself a break. Ever since the break down last night, I feel that i'm not myself. I don't know what's the reason behind me, that making me become like this .. I don't know what's my goal and what i want exactly as i know, it's impossible. Things are moving at a very slow pace. Somehow i feel like bursting everything out at one time. I'm tired of the history. What am i fighting for?

Your love embrace me.
aku cinta kau.