an unsuccessful practical today.

woke up @ 7am this morning. & i have a bad dream
i dream that my practical gonna be unsuccessful as the cake was in a mess up by people.
holly shit.
meet up with finna to get some ingredients.
i told her what i have dream

practical start. finna ask me to relax and jiayou >.<
i told her, hope my dream won't come true.

at first, i'm still okay with everything.
but problems started when i'm trying to cook my second dish.
i realised that i haven prepared alot of things. this and that no boiled, lefted not cook
scolded by Mrs chan. hohoho.
i have already expected ler. but, it came out to be worst than i expect.
got alot of helped by others kind people. (: thanks.
i feel like crying luh.
and i know i becoming more and more retarded and more stupid.
teacher scolding make me feel so __ ;D
getting more and more 手忙脚乱.

i getting so pissed of by teachers.
she kept screaming all over the place.
Hello!. i got STM okay.
all the dishes came out to be like shit
worst than i expect it to be.

seriously,
i have regret taking F&N so much,
and i wouldn't want to cook ever again. sucks!.
feel like dropping this subject.
if can, Finna and I plan to cook a second round,
using our money to get all ingredients.
now i think that,
even if can, i don't feel like cooking again.
i think the outcome will still be the same. so, it's pointless.
sick of F&N. now, i gonna work real hard on my theory

i told marco i getting more retarded and stupid.
and no matter how long i slept, i am still so tired.
he said, maybe i slept too much then cause me to be more retard. lol

now, i gonna start revising hard for Mid year.
i want to proof everything.
i know is alil too late to start revise now,
20days to english paper.
i gonna turn bonker anytime.
goodbye(:

Let Things Remain This Way.
Perhaps, It Will Be Better. :D

what else can i do besides pretending happy?
you wouldn't know how i feel.

i want every people to know that we are friends (:

--x

went to viva for lunch with angelia, vanessa, andy and marco
the two boys went back to school first. they got choice
haha. vanessa and angelia is hot & spicy queen luh =/
2.4km run. 1459. lousy timing.
can be better (: due to my stomach pain. damn it!.
slack in classroom after running. waiting for angelia and andy
and walk home together.
then marco and i went to meet the rest to purchase ingredients.
hohoho. totally amount is 200$+ for 9people. wth >.<

school as usual. nothing to blog about it.

didn't had dinner yesterday. plus afternoon eat alil de lil
& i left my stomach empty and off to sleep
i'm hungry. i want maggi mee!. -.-

had practical yesterday after school. not exam, but practice.
ahaha. i bake pineapple upside down cake.
thanks mdm foong, daniel, hao chuan and melvin for helping me.
they did help me alot ;D
is like all of the things is mdm foong did while i just stand aside watching =/
i really don't know how to cook.
i didn't step into the kitchen for a very long time. even cooking maggi mee

my cake got burnt ): sad
the side of the cake is quite hard, but inside is very soft. (:
i will take note of the time de.
many of them said nice. i'm so happy luh.
daniel's comment is, nice. but if it's not burnt will be even nicer. haha

& ilove huijuan's grilled chicken. nice (: lol
and faiz's agar agar.
took some of their photo, but lazy to upload

walk to 900 bus stop with angelia and meng kiat.
angelia walk home then.
i pangseh meng kiat =/
he actually company me to take bus 911, then he want me to take one big round.
so i alighted. hehe

today, had chinese oral after school. -.- sure get a lousy result.

sian. tomorrow mass run. after school got 2.4km run
after 2.4km run. have to go home change,
meet peeps to buy ingredients for saturday practical. diedie

--x

today isn't a good day.
off from the very morning till now.
sadsadsad.
i have nothing to say.
if you still care for her, tell me so.
i will let you go.
cause i don't feel like knowing about anything.
i know is my fault,
i'm just too stubborn and wouldn't give in. but, that's me.
like it anot, is your choice. i won't change.
angelia ask me to sit down and talk to you. or ask anything.
but my answer was, even if i ask, will you answer the real thing?.
maybe will, maybe not.
i've already said, i will listen but won't take it to heart.
is like, i have nothing to say about it,
because everything won't change.
what comes around goes around. everything is fated
(:

Happy Birthday JingHan & Afiq (: